To Jimba (also no more commissions for the time being)
5 years ago
This journal is in response to a former follower who shall remain anonymous, though I will address him as “Jimba”.
Jimba loved a lot of the stuff I made over the years. However, it became increasingly clear that we would not be compatible due to a slavish devotion to Marxist philosophy. You read that right, Jimba is a Communist, and I’m not talking in the “I strongly disagree with him and have resorted to calling him names” way, he was one by admission.
We were never truly friends, though I tried to be one (we are both into diapers), only reaching the high-water mark of acquaintances who only occasionally spoke to one another. Usually, when Jimba would, it was in an unhinged, feral, and immature fashion. This is especially evident when you point out the flaws and atrocities of Marxism. At one point when I questioned how it could work given its horrible track record and body count, he denounced me as a pessimistic capitalist and tried to block me… but then tried to walk everything back because he liked my artwork, saying that it had an innocent look to it. I tried to extend an olive branch… but it wouldn’t last.
When I posted that image of Catty and Daisy carrying Hetero flags in a parody of sexuality showboating, I got some people who thought it was funny and smart, a couple who disagreed with it (but remained civil), and one troll. Then came Jimba, who was foaming-at-the-mouth angry at the fact that I’m neutral toward people, seeing one’s preferences as superficial in relation to the individual himself. He even went and defended the actions of DesmondIsAmazing’s caretakers. DesmondIsAmazing, for those unaware, is an underage boy forced to do striptease dances at New York gay bars…an act encouraged by his own parents.
It's a damn horrorshow: https://revengeofthecis.com/2018/07.....-abused-proof/
The last time the two of us had an extended interaction was on a Discord server run by a guy who reviews cartoons on DeviantArt; I won’t give the name of the admin of the server, either, but let’s just say he wants to change the world somehow. I made a remark under the Venting channel about people who wear Che Guevara shirts and idolize the guy, when he was really a murderous racist and homophobe. Jimba blew a gasket. He was SO UPSET about the fact that I view Marxism in the same manner I and the rest of the world view Nazism. He’d tYpE iN hArD tO rEaD iNtErChAnGiNg CaSeS lIkE tHiS as a means to mock me whenever I would come across flaws in Communist thought, past and present. I’d ask him HOW the dictatorship of the proletariat would dissolve itself in order for the prophesized workers’ paradise would materialize and, like his heroes, could never give a coherent answer that transcended the realm of theory. When a historical Communist failure like the Great Leap Forward or something would get brought up, he dismisses it all as “not real socialism”. This is what people familiar with logic and philosophy call a “No True Scotsman” fallacy. It works like this:
1. Gunn says that no true Scotsman eats his porridge with sugar.
2. Sinclair claims to be a Scotsman, yet he puts sugar in his porridge.
3. Ergo, Sinclair isn’t a real Scotsman, per Gunn’s definition.
The problem here is that there’s actual rubric to identify ideological groups. In the case of Marxism, we have the abolition of private property, centralized one-party government, anti-capitalism, state-sponsored antireligious activity and propaganda, etc. Historically, places like Red Russia and Mao’s China observed such statutes faithfully, and the end result is a mixture of mass-killings, prison camps, and artificial famines.
Naturally, the server was in favor of Jimba’s platform and I got cancelled because of it... even though HE was the one acting like a baby (ironic, I know).
Never bothered with him since, but after the shitshow that started at the end of May, I had accidentally run across him again. Naturally, he’s siding with the braindead reactionaries in Seattle who thought they could run their own country, but don’t even know how to plant a garden (just grab some cardboard and potting soil, that’ll work!). I won’t say what it is, but it’s him drawing stuff on a wall: a burning Earth, “ACAB”, etc. It looked just like the CHAZ’s outdoor graffiti gallery, but without the limp penises. I remarked about this under my non-diaper DA account. Jimba said the following:
Oh hey, I forgot you even existed for a while. And not only is your big return marked by petty political mudslinging, but with a SEXUAL reference involving an artwork featuring a 12-year-old child. Way to expose your true colors, you miserable fucking pedophile. As if your creepy obsession with diapering underage Sonic characters and putting them in questionable situations wasn't bad enough, now you just throw all subtlety out the window.
Face it, you're just jealous I can draw AND write far better than your talentless hack ass. I regret ever giving you money for your mediocre dribble, you blatant scam artist. You deserved to be kicked out of […] server, it was completely and entirely your fault. Mark my words, this is the very LAST time I will EVER allow you to speak to me ever again. You fucking blew it.
Someone didn’t get the reference. The “peaceful protestors” in CHAZ sprayed stuff like that on public buildings ( https://youtu.be/nrqkAqpHzfs?t=281 ) in addition to a billion “fucks”, yet you condone it. Also, back before I made it public that I was an anti-Communist, YOU were a big fan of mine. You called my stuff cute and innocent, but these days your praise has been multiplied by a -1 because of that. Forget any artistic merit and whatnot, it’s all political!
It’s a good thing you don’t have diapered pics of Sonic characters in your favorites… oh wait, YOU DO!!
https://www.deviantart.com/deedeeab.....dl-d-490078169
https://www.deviantart.com/deedeeab.....exlo-490159972
https://www.deviantart.com/theliljd.....ture-508023875 (This one’s not underage, but it’s still what I’d classify as “questionable”)
https://www.deviantart.com/tailslov.....ging-276132652
https://www.deviantart.com/drizzle-.....ehog-496980119
Of course it’s not all underage Sonic characters (which accounts for the bulk of its cast), you’ve faved plenty of pictures if characters who are padded up that aren’t exactly “voting age”: Pidge from the Netflix version of Voltron, Pan from Dragon Ball GT, numerous pics of Sari Sumdac from Transformers Animated, kid characters from the Pokémon series, My Little Pony characters, a kiloton of kid OCs, and the list goes on! So, basically, it’s only pedophilic if it goes against your mindset. “Rules for thee, but not for me…” Do I even need to bring up the earlier DesmondIsAmazing debacle?
Me a pedo! Ha! Christ have mercy on your soul if you look up Unistar on Inkbunny (Vomits).
Smears and about-face maneuvers like this weren’t unheard of in Mao’s China. That was part of the Cultural Revolution, after all, the struggle sessions: humiliating and destroying people and objects deemed as “anti-party” and outmoded. You saw bits of this under Stalin, whom you claim wasn’t a real Communist, but it was in the PRC where it hit the big time and continues to this day with the Woke movement in North America and Europe.
Don’t take my word for it. Here’s a guy on YouTube who’s a hundred times more articulate than I am who can tell you more about these shaming tactics that Jimba employs: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZOtinTlx7yo . Yeah, ever heard of the whole “Walt Disney was a Nazi sympathizer” thing? A Communist started that story.
You claim that where you live is a “capitalist hellhole”. The funny thing is, that every day you reap the benefits of this “capitalist, imperialist cesspit”. In the CHAZ, they can’t provide enough food for everyone and sometimes have to go capitalist and order pizza. The Seattle Commune isn’t even a week old and it’s already beginning to crumble, it will just go down as another failure of a system that doesn’t even know it’s dead yet.
Oh, and for the record, should Jimba try to twist this into making me look like a monster or something, I'm not against the protests at all. What happened to George Floyd was uncalled for and Chauvin, rightly, doesn't have a single supporter in the world. That said, I refuse to support acts of looting and vandalism. It won't bring Floyd back to life, it will only hurt innocent people. Same goes to the "Defund the Police" crowd and racist parasites like Tim Wise. Don't you understand that in doing stuff like that, you make yourselves look like monsters and you embolden actual white supremacists (not the imagined ones you believe live under your beds at night, ACTUAL ONES)?
Jimba loved a lot of the stuff I made over the years. However, it became increasingly clear that we would not be compatible due to a slavish devotion to Marxist philosophy. You read that right, Jimba is a Communist, and I’m not talking in the “I strongly disagree with him and have resorted to calling him names” way, he was one by admission.
We were never truly friends, though I tried to be one (we are both into diapers), only reaching the high-water mark of acquaintances who only occasionally spoke to one another. Usually, when Jimba would, it was in an unhinged, feral, and immature fashion. This is especially evident when you point out the flaws and atrocities of Marxism. At one point when I questioned how it could work given its horrible track record and body count, he denounced me as a pessimistic capitalist and tried to block me… but then tried to walk everything back because he liked my artwork, saying that it had an innocent look to it. I tried to extend an olive branch… but it wouldn’t last.
When I posted that image of Catty and Daisy carrying Hetero flags in a parody of sexuality showboating, I got some people who thought it was funny and smart, a couple who disagreed with it (but remained civil), and one troll. Then came Jimba, who was foaming-at-the-mouth angry at the fact that I’m neutral toward people, seeing one’s preferences as superficial in relation to the individual himself. He even went and defended the actions of DesmondIsAmazing’s caretakers. DesmondIsAmazing, for those unaware, is an underage boy forced to do striptease dances at New York gay bars…an act encouraged by his own parents.
It's a damn horrorshow: https://revengeofthecis.com/2018/07.....-abused-proof/
The last time the two of us had an extended interaction was on a Discord server run by a guy who reviews cartoons on DeviantArt; I won’t give the name of the admin of the server, either, but let’s just say he wants to change the world somehow. I made a remark under the Venting channel about people who wear Che Guevara shirts and idolize the guy, when he was really a murderous racist and homophobe. Jimba blew a gasket. He was SO UPSET about the fact that I view Marxism in the same manner I and the rest of the world view Nazism. He’d tYpE iN hArD tO rEaD iNtErChAnGiNg CaSeS lIkE tHiS as a means to mock me whenever I would come across flaws in Communist thought, past and present. I’d ask him HOW the dictatorship of the proletariat would dissolve itself in order for the prophesized workers’ paradise would materialize and, like his heroes, could never give a coherent answer that transcended the realm of theory. When a historical Communist failure like the Great Leap Forward or something would get brought up, he dismisses it all as “not real socialism”. This is what people familiar with logic and philosophy call a “No True Scotsman” fallacy. It works like this:
1. Gunn says that no true Scotsman eats his porridge with sugar.
2. Sinclair claims to be a Scotsman, yet he puts sugar in his porridge.
3. Ergo, Sinclair isn’t a real Scotsman, per Gunn’s definition.
The problem here is that there’s actual rubric to identify ideological groups. In the case of Marxism, we have the abolition of private property, centralized one-party government, anti-capitalism, state-sponsored antireligious activity and propaganda, etc. Historically, places like Red Russia and Mao’s China observed such statutes faithfully, and the end result is a mixture of mass-killings, prison camps, and artificial famines.
Naturally, the server was in favor of Jimba’s platform and I got cancelled because of it... even though HE was the one acting like a baby (ironic, I know).
Never bothered with him since, but after the shitshow that started at the end of May, I had accidentally run across him again. Naturally, he’s siding with the braindead reactionaries in Seattle who thought they could run their own country, but don’t even know how to plant a garden (just grab some cardboard and potting soil, that’ll work!). I won’t say what it is, but it’s him drawing stuff on a wall: a burning Earth, “ACAB”, etc. It looked just like the CHAZ’s outdoor graffiti gallery, but without the limp penises. I remarked about this under my non-diaper DA account. Jimba said the following:
Oh hey, I forgot you even existed for a while. And not only is your big return marked by petty political mudslinging, but with a SEXUAL reference involving an artwork featuring a 12-year-old child. Way to expose your true colors, you miserable fucking pedophile. As if your creepy obsession with diapering underage Sonic characters and putting them in questionable situations wasn't bad enough, now you just throw all subtlety out the window.
Face it, you're just jealous I can draw AND write far better than your talentless hack ass. I regret ever giving you money for your mediocre dribble, you blatant scam artist. You deserved to be kicked out of […] server, it was completely and entirely your fault. Mark my words, this is the very LAST time I will EVER allow you to speak to me ever again. You fucking blew it.
Someone didn’t get the reference. The “peaceful protestors” in CHAZ sprayed stuff like that on public buildings ( https://youtu.be/nrqkAqpHzfs?t=281 ) in addition to a billion “fucks”, yet you condone it. Also, back before I made it public that I was an anti-Communist, YOU were a big fan of mine. You called my stuff cute and innocent, but these days your praise has been multiplied by a -1 because of that. Forget any artistic merit and whatnot, it’s all political!
It’s a good thing you don’t have diapered pics of Sonic characters in your favorites… oh wait, YOU DO!!
https://www.deviantart.com/deedeeab.....dl-d-490078169
https://www.deviantart.com/deedeeab.....exlo-490159972
https://www.deviantart.com/theliljd.....ture-508023875 (This one’s not underage, but it’s still what I’d classify as “questionable”)
https://www.deviantart.com/tailslov.....ging-276132652
https://www.deviantart.com/drizzle-.....ehog-496980119
Of course it’s not all underage Sonic characters (which accounts for the bulk of its cast), you’ve faved plenty of pictures if characters who are padded up that aren’t exactly “voting age”: Pidge from the Netflix version of Voltron, Pan from Dragon Ball GT, numerous pics of Sari Sumdac from Transformers Animated, kid characters from the Pokémon series, My Little Pony characters, a kiloton of kid OCs, and the list goes on! So, basically, it’s only pedophilic if it goes against your mindset. “Rules for thee, but not for me…” Do I even need to bring up the earlier DesmondIsAmazing debacle?
Me a pedo! Ha! Christ have mercy on your soul if you look up Unistar on Inkbunny (Vomits).
Smears and about-face maneuvers like this weren’t unheard of in Mao’s China. That was part of the Cultural Revolution, after all, the struggle sessions: humiliating and destroying people and objects deemed as “anti-party” and outmoded. You saw bits of this under Stalin, whom you claim wasn’t a real Communist, but it was in the PRC where it hit the big time and continues to this day with the Woke movement in North America and Europe.
Don’t take my word for it. Here’s a guy on YouTube who’s a hundred times more articulate than I am who can tell you more about these shaming tactics that Jimba employs: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZOtinTlx7yo . Yeah, ever heard of the whole “Walt Disney was a Nazi sympathizer” thing? A Communist started that story.
You claim that where you live is a “capitalist hellhole”. The funny thing is, that every day you reap the benefits of this “capitalist, imperialist cesspit”. In the CHAZ, they can’t provide enough food for everyone and sometimes have to go capitalist and order pizza. The Seattle Commune isn’t even a week old and it’s already beginning to crumble, it will just go down as another failure of a system that doesn’t even know it’s dead yet.
Oh, and for the record, should Jimba try to twist this into making me look like a monster or something, I'm not against the protests at all. What happened to George Floyd was uncalled for and Chauvin, rightly, doesn't have a single supporter in the world. That said, I refuse to support acts of looting and vandalism. It won't bring Floyd back to life, it will only hurt innocent people. Same goes to the "Defund the Police" crowd and racist parasites like Tim Wise. Don't you understand that in doing stuff like that, you make yourselves look like monsters and you embolden actual white supremacists (not the imagined ones you believe live under your beds at night, ACTUAL ONES)?
i also would like to say, i thought the flag thing was harmless. at worst, perhaps tasteless; given the issue at hand that it was parodying. but harmless none the less.
and for a final point, i must agree on the subject of the violence in response to the murder of george floyd. violent action only enables violent response. instead of trying to destroy the system, they should attempt to become it.
you dont like who or what is the power in charge of something? work to get someone more agreeable into position. you want to end racism? stop making everything about race.
as long as we see a murder like this, and say it as a white man killing a black man, rather than one man killing another; we will never be free of racism.