Some news about my life
5 years ago
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——————————————— ~ CompleteAlienation ~ ———————————————
I am not sure if I can or need to share some events from my life here. I don't now if you wanna read this and if you are interested in this. So I would be glad if you tell me what you think about all this. And for now I want to share with you some changes that happend in my life recently
I finally graduated from the University! 🎉 I have been studing the profession I hate for 5 years! 5 years of my life just wasted and my health deteriorated very much in the process. Originally my parents forced me to go there, I never wanted this but I had to because I would be more likely kicked out of the house. And I couldn't leave the university because they won't let me. And the only thing I always wanted is to draw...
But now finally this nightmare is over! But honestly I have very mixed feelings about this. I am definitely very happy, but I got so exhausted and traumatised during this years. I am not sure if I will be able to live a normal life. I have a severe depression for a very long time and my phisical health is just ruined because of this costant stress and lack of sleep. I have been sleeping for about 1-3 hours in a day for several month :0 I am not even sure how I survived all this...
But in any case now I will have more time to create some good drawings for you and I really hope that my life will finally become better
For a past few days I feel very tired so there might be some delays in commissions may be, but I am trying to do my best
If you read all this thank you for your time! 💖 I am not sure if any of you need this information. May be I need to delete this 🤔
I hope there is not too many mistakes and this text is readable -_-
I finally graduated from the University! 🎉 I have been studing the profession I hate for 5 years! 5 years of my life just wasted and my health deteriorated very much in the process. Originally my parents forced me to go there, I never wanted this but I had to because I would be more likely kicked out of the house. And I couldn't leave the university because they won't let me. And the only thing I always wanted is to draw...
But now finally this nightmare is over! But honestly I have very mixed feelings about this. I am definitely very happy, but I got so exhausted and traumatised during this years. I am not sure if I will be able to live a normal life. I have a severe depression for a very long time and my phisical health is just ruined because of this costant stress and lack of sleep. I have been sleeping for about 1-3 hours in a day for several month :0 I am not even sure how I survived all this...
But in any case now I will have more time to create some good drawings for you and I really hope that my life will finally become better
For a past few days I feel very tired so there might be some delays in commissions may be, but I am trying to do my best
If you read all this thank you for your time! 💖 I am not sure if any of you need this information. May be I need to delete this 🤔
I hope there is not too many mistakes and this text is readable -_-
dazzlekong
~dazzlekong
Thank you for sharing. Congratulations on graduating. Sound like the last 5 years have been rough. Hope things get better for you.
CompleteAlienation
~completealienation
OP
Thank you hon!💖 I hope for this too
SinGage
~singage
Oh no...(big hugs!!!) I'm sry to hear bout your parents and all the stress in life but I'm happy to hear you can finally get an chance to relax
CompleteAlienation
~completealienation
OP
Thank you dear! 💗🤗
SinGage
~singage
Always remember your beautiful and your art is amazing 🥰
CompleteAlienation
~completealienation
OP
Awww thank you 💖 you know I am very pleased to hear this ^^
KnightsSorrow
~knightssorrow
Depression and stress can really mess with your body. Far more than some people realise. Hopefully now that you've finished your university degree, a lot of the emotional and mental weight will be lifted and you can relax. If need be, take some time for yourself. Self care is important.
CompleteAlienation
~completealienation
OP
You are right it is important. But drawing is kind of a rest for me, I just like the process itself. So I hope I will be fine :D
KnightsSorrow
~knightssorrow
If drawing is a rest for you, then definitely go for it. Just do what sings to your soul.
CompleteAlienation
~completealienation
OP
I will c: Thank u♥️
NotTrueUser03
~developerdaniil
wooooo, I've also graduated recently, congratulations to you too!
CompleteAlienation
~completealienation
OP
Thank you! And congratulations!
Guyver7
~guyver7
Wow... All I can say is just all the same, congrats to you for graduating 👍 and I am very very sorry to hear that you had to go through such harsh experiences ☹️ and if it makes you feel better I know how you feel, ESPECIALLY when it comes to depression and getting stuck in something you really don't want to do 😓😓 , please know (of course since you see them already 😅) that the comments below show that you are loved and appreciated and your creations are absolutely beautiful 💛👍 I'd give you a big hug and a thumbs up, but will ones in text form do? (Gives really big hug) and 👍👍 you are a wonderful artist and I really hope you take time to depressurize, I don't like seeing people ran into the ground ☹️💛
CompleteAlienation
~completealienation
OP
Aww~ thank you for all you kind words!💖 Online hugs work for me too :D *hug🤗*
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