So do any of you out there, if any of you actualy read these, ever think about what got you where you are now, and whats to change in the future? Life, Time, Knoledge, Space, Events, Places, and the complete randomly controled things that brought you HERE to this journal. its incredeble really, and I know many of you out there right now are struggling, succeeding, failing, and even prospering. Is the world is just a conglomeration of what ifs? But if it is thats good, infact its great, because if the world started on an "if" the conceivably impossible becomes possibly possible. and like all possibilities theres something great and something greater that comes out which could lead, well, any way really. but at the end of the day, on one day you will make an "if" that can change the world forever, for good or bad is up to you, and the way the people who see it receive it. In a way..i hope to make one of thoes "if's" if good id make the best of it for everyone, if it turns sour, well so be it. If I can make something worse, I can sure as heck make it better, how ever hard that may be... and how ever hard it may be right now, in your lives, my life, everyones life...