It's over, guys! I won't have my job back...

I've just got the news in next three months there's no way for rehiring me. For me that means I actually have to seek for a new job and start from the begin.

Another bad news is I can't even ask for the money for people who lost their jobs because of COVID-19 'cause... I receive a pension (I have it because of being disabled). I'm really mad the government's project which could save me even for three months, actually can't do that. 😡 Also, if I could ask for such a money (but I can't), becuase I didn't do that in June but I do on July, I would actually asking for two months instead of three, cause I just lose one of those months (if I do that on August, I would receive only for one month). No matter it would be still before the deadline which is August 31. The goverment of my country is just fucked up like their shitty project which is more like unfunny joke than actual help! 😡

The only good news is I'll probably get a new job about the end of August in Starbucks and it would be definitely sooner than in those three fucking months. Unfortunately, for next three months, I mean July, August and September, I'll remain without any money for sure. 😔 At least my mom still has her job and she still can maintain me like before so I should be happy I'm not gonna starve, right? *sigh* 🙁