Now my mother is in the Hospital. This honestly is nothing new, She's gone into the Hospital for this same things multiple times.. it happens 3 - 4 times a year and it's not serious but it is enough to admit her. There is a little bit more to her being there this time but it's still not serious. However what does this mean for me? It means I am not home alone in a very large apartment at a time when I should not be alone.

With it all starting with my computer repair... then my bank shutting down my account... going through 900 hoops to get a new account set up and making sure all information is out and correct for bills and deposits. Then my Fiance going into the Hospital for what should of been minor Surgery.. now in Boston for what could be major surgery because they fucked up.. not once but twice.... now my mother in the hospital and me home alone.... yea..... I've been honestly randomly crying at this point.....

Normally I would combat this by going out.. Movies, to see a show or just something... cept I can't even do that now because of Covid and the fact it's surging stronger then ever now...... horray....

I tap out okay? 2020 wins.. someone please sub in for awhile so I can take a break.....