she entered the hospital with a diabetic comma, nobody not even her knew she was diabetic, after 3 days of trying to get the hospital to pay attention to what was happening she was left under treatment for i .. think 2 weeks?

she is feeling a bit better now, but is yet another massive change on life for this family

im glad she is feeling better

but everything is still going to shit

i cant pay my meds, the breathing ones are imported so they cost a lot, and i dont know about the rest of the meds for psychiatric treatments because im not allowed to know much about them, now mom needs insulin, she got borrowed a sugar in blood machine which she has to return so we have to look into buying one, plus paying for the meds she will need now

dad isnt working either and so he isnt getting paid, pretty much the only money income is from what they give to dad sometimes on the factory, and my drawings

the bills are too high, and im pretty sure ther are some piling up, they try to keep me out of the money stuff information because they know i get too nervous with it, but at this point there is no hiding it, its all going to shit

they even are going to bring some dude that my brother knows to live at home, in hopes that he helps bringing money to home? but i dont like that dude he is kind of an asshole.

so im looking into how to get a pre fabricated house, which costs around 480.900 something pesos, which is a fuckton

i dont know man, things are quite hopeless, i just wish i could at least make a wood or mud house and move out and let my family keep fighting against themselves and not take it on me every day


anyway sorry for the rant

i wish you all are fine, remember covid is a thing and its getting more dangerous, please be careful everyone