While it may not be confirmed on how much I'm spending with personal stuff, but with all seriousness I'm not only fed up, but honestly bored. The stuff that happened to me with commissions have stuck with me on a personal level. That small percentage of folks really can't stop asking me about when the fuck a picture they commissioned is coming out soon. To be honest, with constant motivation moods going back and forth, I don't even know anymore. I can't be preoccupied on drawing stuff that isn't exactly for me, if some people can't learn to think about the commission last. I also can't help but think that they're saying behind my back that I ripped them off because I take too long. There are things more important than a picture to jack off to, you know. I've been struggling with these commissions, thinking that it might be easy this time, but that small percentage tells me I'm wrong, and I made the same mistake again. That's honestly why I closed commissions a month ago. I really want to just make all my offerings of trades and commissions for friends only, because at least they understand me more. And saying that, I don't want people I don't know at all to be my friends to get the art they want. It's also getting to the point to where I don't know if I'm really the one to blame for this to happen.

So, yeah. I'm just gonna take a break again. I've been trying, guys. But, impatient people and personal issues can really take a toll on you. And, I will be posting more art, but it ain't commission work. I know I had time to myself to draw stuff before, but this time I need more of that to ease my problems. And, if that doesn't work out, then I'm gonna just play games, and watch the movies and anime I enjoy. And, spend some time with my family as well, even if nothing is happening around my place.