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I really don't know anymore...
16 years ago
Hi hello! A wild Lucaritwo appears!
There's a reason to madness... There always is... So why can't I find my reason for my madness?
I want to move out from my parents, but I don't know if I want to move in with a really good friend of mine who I have known for about a year to a year and a half, or do I move in with someone who will be like a new mother for me?
Or there's the choice of staying with my parents and be the good little, perfect, straight christian boy for the rest of my life. I'm always told not to lie, so why am I living one right now?
Why should I stay with the people who correct me on things that don't need correcting? Why should I keep lie and say that I'm straight to their faces? Why should I lie and say I'm not a furry to their faces? Why should I stay there at all? Why should I have to pay to be myself? I can't pay so I have to be the "goody little christian child" and obey every frigging thing out there that they tell me. I never do anything for myself, but now, I am, and even though I know it'll cost a lot, I'm willing to accept that if they don't understand that I'm an individual and not some infant who needs to be scolded for touching the TV, then I'm gone, and I'm never coming back. I don't care the circumstances. I'm sick and tired of being treated like crap by my own blood related parents...
Sadly... I have to wait till December to actually move out... Oh yeah... Merry F****** Christmas, and have a Happy New year without me.
I want to move out from my parents, but I don't know if I want to move in with a really good friend of mine who I have known for about a year to a year and a half, or do I move in with someone who will be like a new mother for me?
Or there's the choice of staying with my parents and be the good little, perfect, straight christian boy for the rest of my life. I'm always told not to lie, so why am I living one right now?
Why should I stay with the people who correct me on things that don't need correcting? Why should I keep lie and say that I'm straight to their faces? Why should I lie and say I'm not a furry to their faces? Why should I stay there at all? Why should I have to pay to be myself? I can't pay so I have to be the "goody little christian child" and obey every frigging thing out there that they tell me. I never do anything for myself, but now, I am, and even though I know it'll cost a lot, I'm willing to accept that if they don't understand that I'm an individual and not some infant who needs to be scolded for touching the TV, then I'm gone, and I'm never coming back. I don't care the circumstances. I'm sick and tired of being treated like crap by my own blood related parents...
Sadly... I have to wait till December to actually move out... Oh yeah... Merry F****** Christmas, and have a Happy New year without me.
