Loosely following off my last journal, things have not been the greatest for me in general. To cope I've been binging on old final fantasy games and the recent 40k release of Indomitus. I do have a few stories half finished lying around and several ideas for new pics, but I just haven't had the drive to pick up the stylus.

Anxiety attacks are an absolute killer to motivation, and even though it's been about a month, I'm still pushing thoughts through my head. The utter lack of job options due to Covid has basically trapped me at my current job for the time being, and I have to grudgingly be grateful to my boss for not throwing me out after the less than elegant outburst I threw at him when my panic turned into anger. The issue of long service came up, and if I can hold out at this job until march, a substantial amount of money will be mine to claim. In hindsight, I should have thought of this before I lost my shit because it's not the sort of thing I can really afford to throw away.

So basically... nothing has really changed. I absolutely hate this situation but it is probably gonna be my reality for the next six months. I'll do what I can artwise and storywise to get through it. Firros, Renee, Ezra and Jenn, and some characters that have yet to make an appearance all have a future playing out in my head and I intend to have these stories on your screens before too long.