For the past seven years of writing, I really felt like in those first few years it was rough. My poetry never got much traction, I didn't have much of a following, and the community I was in never talked to me. To be honest, I felt pretty miserable back then especially with my confidence issues. But when I came back in 2018 that was when it all changed for me. I got to talk to way more amazing people, exchange ideas around, and became a better writer over time. I no longer feel like a loser. In reality, I feel that I accomplished way more in my life nowadays. Sure, my work may be weird to an outsider. But I'm proud of what I created. If I didn't step out of my own insecurity seven years ago I wouldn't be writing all of this down. I'm so proud of the small community I gained over the years. I know it isn't huge but man you guys give me a ton of love. Just supporting me over and over again makes me feel as if I did so much. Thank you. From the bottom of my heart.