Okay To start i dont know who i am in terms of sexuality to of my man OCs are gay and i use to online date guys when i want younger around 13 or so for as i got older i started being affected by my Aspergers making it hard to function with others in a relationship. Felt no one would want a malfunctions human. So here i am not alone 23 year old and confused about who he is sexually. I have been thinking on this more and more and its affecting how i am i dont feel like doing SFM and i stay in my games cause its an escape.

I dont know what to do and im lose. I want to start dating to find out who i am but its hard cause i cant just come out and ask around my social issues make that impossible. I need help i guess. I dont know how to act to get someone to notice me cause i like trying to stick to the shadows and out of eyes of others but i want to stop that and start dating and one day have a love life and mate to spend time gaming talking and other stuff with. I dont know its just me thinking at 12am, Just thought i would put this out.