Sorry for my silence..
5 years ago
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Sorry for possible mistakes. I use an online translator as my English is not very good. Hello.
Sorry for my silence. We took mom home a few days ago, 'cause she refused to lie down any longer. At home, we continued to struggle with allergies. But a few hours ago, her pulse rose and the ambulance didn't help. She is back in the hospital now. She was transferred to a normal room from the intensive care unit yesterday. But we realized that this hospital will not be able to help and my sister will seek free treatment in the capital.
To be honest, she's only gotten worse during this time in the hospital than she was and I'm starting to feel guilty about it. Very strong guilt. I try to drawing in all my free time so that I can forget to blame myself and not choose whether to get a prescription for sedatives or hurt myself.
I've seen all your comments. Thank you all for your support and forgive me for not replying to your comments. I really feel very bad in my heart and soul to respond quickly.
Take care of your parents.
With love, Ren
Sorry for my silence. We took mom home a few days ago, 'cause she refused to lie down any longer. At home, we continued to struggle with allergies. But a few hours ago, her pulse rose and the ambulance didn't help. She is back in the hospital now. She was transferred to a normal room from the intensive care unit yesterday. But we realized that this hospital will not be able to help and my sister will seek free treatment in the capital.
To be honest, she's only gotten worse during this time in the hospital than she was and I'm starting to feel guilty about it. Very strong guilt. I try to drawing in all my free time so that I can forget to blame myself and not choose whether to get a prescription for sedatives or hurt myself.
I've seen all your comments. Thank you all for your support and forgive me for not replying to your comments. I really feel very bad in my heart and soul to respond quickly.
Take care of your parents.
With love, Ren
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You are not guilty. You are a good daughter and a good person.