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Change of changed plans.
5 years ago
Ok, so, evaluation time!
I've tried a more task-focused way of commissioning for about six months now. There's been a couple of ups and a couple of downs associated with it. I've come to realize that I'm not the right person to get the things I want to be done, well, done.
In all honestly, it worked rather shit and I feel personally responsible for that right now. Might sound a bit harsh but looking back at the results I've had and that's all I see, setbacks. To the point of "I need to do something else." just to stop thinking about it.
On the plus side, I'm very used to that by now so I'm rather effective at new beginnings. Or, tweaking stuff with a stiff upper lip rather. If you haven't noticed yet this is very ranty so I'll cut myself short.
I'm going to rethink my future strategy again.
And I don't really know how yet.
I think I'll shift over to aim for a more talkative kind of art. I want statements, stories, and context. The shit I've been failing at earlier I'll simply have to come to terms with having to do by myself one way or another.
I was briefly tempted to make something like reverse YCHs but I've lost faith, there's no motivation for that left. I'll tinker with my ideas until I have enough of them to run into an opportunity for them rather than trying to make opportunities.
I've tried a more task-focused way of commissioning for about six months now. There's been a couple of ups and a couple of downs associated with it. I've come to realize that I'm not the right person to get the things I want to be done, well, done.
In all honestly, it worked rather shit and I feel personally responsible for that right now. Might sound a bit harsh but looking back at the results I've had and that's all I see, setbacks. To the point of "I need to do something else." just to stop thinking about it.
On the plus side, I'm very used to that by now so I'm rather effective at new beginnings. Or, tweaking stuff with a stiff upper lip rather. If you haven't noticed yet this is very ranty so I'll cut myself short.
I'm going to rethink my future strategy again.
And I don't really know how yet.
I think I'll shift over to aim for a more talkative kind of art. I want statements, stories, and context. The shit I've been failing at earlier I'll simply have to come to terms with having to do by myself one way or another.
I was briefly tempted to make something like reverse YCHs but I've lost faith, there's no motivation for that left. I'll tinker with my ideas until I have enough of them to run into an opportunity for them rather than trying to make opportunities.
