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You know, I tried to stop myself, I kept my guard up.. and.. as soon as I let it down, I got fucking stabbed. As usual, I'm expected to be perfect.. I'm so hard on myself, because the people who "love me" are harder on me. Yeah, I know I have issues, but why am I not allowed time to work through them?
I was stupid, I let myself fall in love with him, and as soon as he "Saw the real me" he wanted out. Now I'm stuck here not knowing what to do. I feel like I have to work thru my problems on my own. I find it most amusing, By the time i was starting to let myself fall in love with him, He was falling out of love with me. And... now I'm left hurt, and feeling like I lost something... and he doesn't care.. probably already moved on.
I was stupid, I let myself fall in love with him, and as soon as he "Saw the real me" he wanted out. Now I'm stuck here not knowing what to do. I feel like I have to work thru my problems on my own. I find it most amusing, By the time i was starting to let myself fall in love with him, He was falling out of love with me. And... now I'm left hurt, and feeling like I lost something... and he doesn't care.. probably already moved on.
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Hmmm...
As one with plenty of personal monstrosity to hide, I can understand your sentiments here in terms of needing to hide shit. I had several misfires before I found my mate.
Love stinks.
And love does stink. I see couples and nowadays, I don't feel jealousy, I feel pity.
Blarg, i meant to reply
Which in heterosexual terms is three reincarnations with the same mate."
---The faggy character from Kids In The Hall.
And love does stink. I see couples and nowadays, I don't feel jealousy, I feel pity.
Except the person it happened with knew from the get go they wanted nothing to do with the "real me" but didn't bother to tell me this untill we met at AC... during which I was ignored the entire time.
I refuse to be hurt again, so I chose to be alone the rest of my life.