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Just Keep Swimming
5 years ago
Its crazy how this year has been and that's not to even mention covid. I don't know where to begin so I'm sorry if this blunt and weird.
My family suffered another loss in June, my Grandfather. He was a good man. One of the best and most loving people you could have ever met. It wasn't a surprise, just hard on everyone. My little sister was on suicide watch and it was really hard for few months. She only had our sisters and me. It was mostly me since covid distance everyone. It was rough, and even I had to see someone to help me with it all, but she is doing much better now. She's getting the help she needs and though things are still rough, its a whole lot better then it was. It makes me hopeful.
I don't want to be this barer of bad news. 2020 just hasn't been great, for a whole lot of people, but there have been things that been good. My friend had her baby and they were both were given a clean bill of health. Even though she gotten really sick and the doctors were concerned if she should have him. My step sister is getting married in less then 2 months and I'm ecstatic. She's really happy and she really deserves it. I've even met someone who's made me hopeful again for love.
I wish I could change how things went, so much I wish I did, but I can't change what happened. I'm tried of dwelling on it. I want to make the best of this life. So I'm gonna stop holding back. Move forward, try the things I've been wanting to, and remind the people in my life how much I cherish them.
On a happier side note, from all of this, I've been drawing again. I took it back up a while back and its been really great. I even opened commissions again, to help with rent for my little sister since she was out of work while; but its been fun. I've missed how fun art was and making others happy with it. I'm going to strive once again to pursue making my comic. I want to share it with you all too.
Though this year still has its downs I want to make the best of it.
My family suffered another loss in June, my Grandfather. He was a good man. One of the best and most loving people you could have ever met. It wasn't a surprise, just hard on everyone. My little sister was on suicide watch and it was really hard for few months. She only had our sisters and me. It was mostly me since covid distance everyone. It was rough, and even I had to see someone to help me with it all, but she is doing much better now. She's getting the help she needs and though things are still rough, its a whole lot better then it was. It makes me hopeful.
I don't want to be this barer of bad news. 2020 just hasn't been great, for a whole lot of people, but there have been things that been good. My friend had her baby and they were both were given a clean bill of health. Even though she gotten really sick and the doctors were concerned if she should have him. My step sister is getting married in less then 2 months and I'm ecstatic. She's really happy and she really deserves it. I've even met someone who's made me hopeful again for love.
I wish I could change how things went, so much I wish I did, but I can't change what happened. I'm tried of dwelling on it. I want to make the best of this life. So I'm gonna stop holding back. Move forward, try the things I've been wanting to, and remind the people in my life how much I cherish them.
On a happier side note, from all of this, I've been drawing again. I took it back up a while back and its been really great. I even opened commissions again, to help with rent for my little sister since she was out of work while; but its been fun. I've missed how fun art was and making others happy with it. I'm going to strive once again to pursue making my comic. I want to share it with you all too.
Though this year still has its downs I want to make the best of it.
