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I need to be honest/ I'm struggling/vent
5 years ago
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2020 has been a shit year for most of us. So I try not to complain to much about my issues.
Not because I'm trying to hide things from everyone..but because I feel like Im not aloud to complain.
2020 was ment to be the year I open up more. The year I bounce back and really get back into the swing of things...but everything keeps fighting me on it. And I'm learning I'm not strong enought to break threw alone... Plus sometimes I feel like my relevancy has burned out already and everyone has moved on to other artists. I'm not trying to say that I'm more important then newer artists or that I have NO fans. I do and I appreciate the few that I have(you know who you are, and I love you💞) ..but I just want to feel relevant again and finally get to a point where when I come up with an idea, project, that I know that people will be interested.
Maybe it's just time for a rebranding again... But idk.
Sorry for the vent...but like... I feel creatively numb
Not because I'm trying to hide things from everyone..but because I feel like Im not aloud to complain.
2020 was ment to be the year I open up more. The year I bounce back and really get back into the swing of things...but everything keeps fighting me on it. And I'm learning I'm not strong enought to break threw alone... Plus sometimes I feel like my relevancy has burned out already and everyone has moved on to other artists. I'm not trying to say that I'm more important then newer artists or that I have NO fans. I do and I appreciate the few that I have(you know who you are, and I love you💞) ..but I just want to feel relevant again and finally get to a point where when I come up with an idea, project, that I know that people will be interested.
Maybe it's just time for a rebranding again... But idk.
Sorry for the vent...but like... I feel creatively numb
maybe i just need to mix things up. try some crafty art aswell as digital art. idk. my brain is just all over the place lol ;u;<3
and yeah ive been think about where my 'internet home' is.. and like.. it used to be here. but with all the outages FA gets [always seems to happen when i need to reach my followers the most] it just seems like FA isnt the best home for me.[plus not many people interact with me lately]
but like.. with all the hate that breeds on twitter.. cant make that my main home..not good for my mental health. instagram has aLOT more children in the fandom then i thought... kinda wana stay clear of the kids... dont want to fall prey to a charge back bc someone uses 'mommys' credit card for art lol
maybe ill just redo my discord server and upload here...discord..and advertise other places.
and sorry if i seem rambly... xD im doing my best x3 <3 <3
I’m really sorry that you’re feeling down. You’re very relevant to me and I love seeing your art. You’re one of many artists I follow and I still love seeing your work.
I’m always wishing you all the best.