vent art is the BOMB
what youtubers make you feel happiest?

oops accidentally hid my reply lol
thats funny tho cause my bro likes a lot of those people!
the gamer youtuber ive been into lately is 8-bitryan, so mucn energy and fart sounds :']

dawko is the fnaf king right??

yeah but dawko did that uh..
50/20 mode? which i dont think mark was able to land
the king has fallen haha

yeah honestly!
i cant believe ANYONE ever beat it. I've heard that only around like.. 7 people have done it, but idk

It's really therapeutic for me to draw a warm bath, put on some nice music, and turn out -all- the lights. Soaking in complete darkness for a while is a really nice way to just to zone out.

i miss baths so much!!! dont have one available to me at the moment.
BIG RIP to all the bath bombs and bubbly shit i cant use

ive never done one in the dark, or even with music. that does sound otherworldly,
just imagining it makes me feel healed

I know! I love when I get to go home and hop in the tub; my apartment doesn't have one suitable for such

shower have to suffice until then ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

bleh showers are just.. never as fun
now a HOT TUB?? I would sell my soul for one, absolutely luxurious

talk with people
vent art
cryyyyyy alottt
games
and i take time for myself abit just do anything that might make me have good feels
like watching shows with someone like hella silly shows

hey again! I shoulda known you'd come drop some wisdom on me again~ <3
crying is such a .. lovehate thing. annoying as fuck but like. gotta do it u_u

what sorta silly shows do you like? and what games?

I honestly held my tears in for years and finally decided to stop about a year of so back and its been way healthier aside from like tired making and headache inducing xD But gotta cry the yuck out or it stays in and builds.

Like hella silly cartoons xD invader zim, gumball, bobs burgers etc etc. the sillier the better, its nice to lose yourself in some really silly shows for a moment. All the pokemons xD Fallout4 has had my attention lately for the dlcs xD

I'm glad you've started to let those feelings out! bottling it up is so painful, like.. PHYSICALLY.
I know when I first started to let myself cry, I would be unable to stop. like breaking the dam or something

I think I might try that sometime! idk why I never really thought of it
gaming thooo its the best. just wish my poor ol laptop could run half of them :'0 oh how i miss skyrim

I sneaky sneak my way on FA for the first time in forever and thought I'd drop by after reading this ;w;
Honestly, watching shows that inspired me used to put me on track, if only for a hot minute. It was still a bit of relief though. I recall Dr.Who (9th/10th Docs) gave me such a buzz of energy. Welcome to Nightvale is another good one, as is this silly Japanese Drama called Samurai High. If you enjoy the good ol' books and web novels I can't recommend either The Scum Villian's Self Saving System or Heaven's Official's Blessing's enough, I reckon both have your style of humor, (especially SVSSS). Also, Heaven's Offical's Blessing's has some noice gory scenes and quirky characters you'd love. Recently-ish went through a massive depressive phase due to life circumstances and have only now fully come out of it, being by myself away from stress and having loving bosses helped immensely, as did those two books.

But man, I really hope you get out of this funk quickly. I'm shit at replying but honestly, if you ever need to vent out you can always hit me up.

ah!! <3<3 always cool to see you!
its funny cause there are some forms of media im obsessed with (naruto for example)
but I have such a hard time actually getting myself to watch/read something new
I understand what you mean though! oddly enough having pinterest boards for mine and other characters is.. so inspiring to me? idk!

I'm so sorry to hear you were in a slump recently :[
Thanks for being here for me though, really glad to see you again <3

<3 <3 <3
I hear you and do the same thing honestly, there's something cozy and familiar re-visiting media you know you're going to love, as opposed to dipping your toes in a new fandom. If you are curious though, here's the links to the two books.
Heaven's Official's Blessings: https://drive.google.com/drive/fold.....BcQ3xgAlygypd0
(Starts very slow, gets intriguing around chapter 40 - well worth a read! Has hurty and good feels, shows the flaws and strengths of all characters. HuaCheng is so badass all other badass characters pale in comparison).
SVSSS: https://www.novelupdates.com/series.....saving-system/
(There are a couple of translations, they're all good imo. It has Gintama's feral energy; amazing humour. Basically about a millennial who was transmigrated into a cultivation novel as the Villain and his struggles.)
I've heard pinterest being a great way to collect info on your characters, plus stress relief, I really must try it! I'd love to see your boards if you're willing to share ^u^

Thanks man, I think we all go through a rough patch in our lives at least once.
Same! There are times when I see a Homestuck thing, or go through my old RP notes and my brain instantly gets a hit of nostalgia for you ;w;