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Mistakes and confessions.
5 years ago
I've been getting worse with my behavior.
I ruined quite a few things because of my trust issues and lashed out to several people over the past few months, including my boyfriend... who may now be my ex. I became angered over a small thing, and he decided to break up with me. Even though he broke the promise, I am the one at fault for my actions. I'm horribly toxic towards others when I get in my moods, and I need to apologize to everyone I've hurt. I'm sorry for becoming like this. There isn't anything left for me now but to dredge through life with nothing left.
I ruined quite a few things because of my trust issues and lashed out to several people over the past few months, including my boyfriend... who may now be my ex. I became angered over a small thing, and he decided to break up with me. Even though he broke the promise, I am the one at fault for my actions. I'm horribly toxic towards others when I get in my moods, and I need to apologize to everyone I've hurt. I'm sorry for becoming like this. There isn't anything left for me now but to dredge through life with nothing left.
The first step is recognizing your mistake and the problems you have.
Take the steps to try to change things, or even get help. It is quite hard, it took me years before finally breaking down to get help.
Maybe letting know your boyfriend/ex that you are willing to change and to fix things.
I lashed out at my master/best friend three weeks ago, and he understood my struggles and knows that I'm constantly changing and doing everything in my power to get help.
It took calm explanation and lots of space before we talked again.
I really do hope things work out, if you ever need anyone to talk to then my inbox is always open. Otherwise, I hope this virtual hug and advice will help. *Hugs*