Best of luck getting back into things being stable big guy

Gosh, I would certianly be keen to try and nab something from yah!
I think a big bulgy fat sune boi would look great in your style <3

Might be interested, but would need to know what your prices are.

What of for those already waiting on pieces? IIRC I have 2 or 3 pending myself

like i said, poke me and remind me of them. ive fallen of of memory and que order since people have been letting me get my berings together and i feel guilty about leaving them out to dry.

I think i remember you on my discord. message me then again and ill see where your pics were at.

Doneso

Reminder that you owe one  pizza456 20 Full color pictures, from nearly a year ago.

Please, do tell me how your cancer is looking.

I'm aware... Ive clearned my anxiety and ive been talking to several people about what im doing. we are talking about it im pushing my stuff out this week. I was going to make a journal but now that im finally confidant in my abilities things are coming down on me... i guess its a good time i found my confidence. now im keeping my word.

im on a deadline. he gave me a fair one but im pushing for something sooner... im trying to see how many commissions i can do in two weeks actually.

Then prove it. Stop giving me empty words.

Show me all you've done, all you're going to do, and earn what you've stolen from so many years!

you got it... forget about that offer i made till then. this shit comes first.

This guy's still horrid at finishing commissions? Urgh. I remember back in 2016 a bestie commissioned a pic from him for us, and I only got it in 2018 after constantly discording the guy every week around the start of that year for WIPs and such, along with someone else getting on his case too. It took what felt like me yelling at him 1000000x times for him to finally finish the base pic, and that was after periods where he'd randomly ask me for adderal money to fuel his addiction and I'd outright refuse due to him not finishing his shit. I still had to ask him to make tweaks to the pic which also took a freaking eternity and when it was finally done I stopped caring but my friend was happy (not enough to buy from him again though.)

Seriously though those 20 pics should be TOP PRIORITY and the fact he closed comments on the other submission seems to indicate he really wants to keep a public image of him always being open for coms so he can get more money, when he should finish his other stuff before asking for more... And if focus is the issue, then only charge after half the words are written or something, ffs.

Sorry to hear that your friend is in limbo waiting. I'd honestly recommend an artists beware post on the livejournal website since this is just absurd. Kenta, fix your shit and stop pitying your audience to give you drug money.

sigh... i open the original journal up for comments. the reason i blocked comments was cause i didn't want to keep replying to accusations when i was going through an anxiety attack and didnt want to keep having to "defend" myself. Im no addict, im supposed to be on a varius combinations of medicine to keep myself consistant and thanks to my new psychologist i think i finally found the sweet spot.

Im preping myself to make 2021 a new year for me to give back what i owe. but i needed people to SEE that im trying rather than assuming im doing nothing. alot goes on behind the scenes that no one is aware off and i only have my guilt and regrets to keep me fueled. think what you want. but they are always two sides to one coin. im not done here...

Finish Psy-hi’s pictures, literally asap

Naturally. its not Psy's pics tho, its a mutual friend. a friend whom i screwed over and want to do everything i can to help out...