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5 years ago
Hi there, first of all, I'm really thankful for all your support, the main purpose of this journal is to inform you that I've just created a brand new account where I'll be submitting art featuring females, since as you all know and the main reason most of you follow me here, is for my male pictures, and while I do love working on males, i do love creating female artwork too, so if you're into that kind of thing, you can follow me here 
ifritharem , I'll be hosting an auction for an adoptable female lioness as per suggestion of a friend, since I'm raising funds (info on why is on previous journal)
A quick summary on what's been going on lately, I've taken my friend to 2 psychiatrist last week, didn't workout very well, she's actually even worse, and barely talks to me, my cat ended up dying despite the vet's best efforts, his kidneys went into complete failure :c. I've also started going to therapy, and it's helped a lot, I realize now , at least partially, why i always shut down when things regarding emotinal significance goes wrong, since it's something I've been carrying for pretty much as long as I've had memory, so yeah, at least now I'm aware of it and I'm taking action, reaching out was the first step, but it's gonna be a hard battle, but here I am, tyring my best, i really don't know what's going to happen but I'm here, and I really thank you all who have shown and given their support to me, it means a lot, even tho for me it's hard to see that, cuz all I've think of me is a big failure and being worthless, but now I'm slowly changing that, I can't thank you enough, but what I can do is work hard and show you that it does means a lot, and I'll make sure I turn things around.
Thank you.
Ifrit~
ifritharem , I'll be hosting an auction for an adoptable female lioness as per suggestion of a friend, since I'm raising funds (info on why is on previous journal)A quick summary on what's been going on lately, I've taken my friend to 2 psychiatrist last week, didn't workout very well, she's actually even worse, and barely talks to me, my cat ended up dying despite the vet's best efforts, his kidneys went into complete failure :c. I've also started going to therapy, and it's helped a lot, I realize now , at least partially, why i always shut down when things regarding emotinal significance goes wrong, since it's something I've been carrying for pretty much as long as I've had memory, so yeah, at least now I'm aware of it and I'm taking action, reaching out was the first step, but it's gonna be a hard battle, but here I am, tyring my best, i really don't know what's going to happen but I'm here, and I really thank you all who have shown and given their support to me, it means a lot, even tho for me it's hard to see that, cuz all I've think of me is a big failure and being worthless, but now I'm slowly changing that, I can't thank you enough, but what I can do is work hard and show you that it does means a lot, and I'll make sure I turn things around.
Thank you.
Ifrit~
I was wondering where have you been. Was worried. ^^;
You're going through a lot of tough things in already tough times, best wishes and my condolences for your cat.
And I hope your friend is only temporarily worse. Seeing a psychiatrist can be tough, and finding the right one can be difficult. And sometimes we are so used to just not thinking about issues and avoiding them, that talking about them can take its toll before it gets better. Kicking a mental hornet's nest.
Whatever happens, I hope you keep with your therapy and get to talk with any new happenings.