I'm back! And have some updates.

First, I got some helpful tips for managing my anger. It was the biggest problem I had, and the repercussions of the latest one drove me into having suicidal thoughts. The second I had them, I checked myself into a mental hospital so I wouldn't do anything drastic. I learned a lot while I was there, and am now on antidepressants.

Second, I did get things patched up with the bf! We aren't dating still, but he may pick up the relationship again if he feels I've truly changed. I'm working on patching up other fights I've had in the past as well. I hurt a lot of people, and I'm truly sorry for that. But I'm done taking out my stress on other people.

I want to ask everyone to come forward. If I've had an argument with you in the past, please contact me privately so we can talk things out and make up.

Thank you for the people who believed in me, in believing that I could get help and change. I'll do my best from now on.