New? New...lotta stuff's happened since this last one. So I'd be tying for a month. So, lets just say come new years. I'm not celebrating a new year. I'm celebrating the end of this fucking nightmare

Interesting creature, looks like a cross between a canine and a deer

O.o
You're about coromavirus?

I wish, aside from a heavier work load. It hasn't impacted my life to much. The mask starts to hurt after eight hours.

No, just the issues in life. My mother died, several good friends were hurt badly in car wrecks. One of the few officers I knew and respected was, was attacked because "BLM" they molotoved his car. And the man's a hispanic amputee. Lost his left leg in Iraq. He was during the lock down working as a medical courier. Delivering supplies to hospitals. And he was attacked.
I was recently "gifted' a wreck of a vehicle that's turning out to be a money sink to maintain. Cost of repairs exceeds the worth of the vehicle by oh 4k? So....yeah. Rough year

This is very terrible ... Sorry, it's very hard for you.

I'll live. How are you doing. What with your discoveries?

I don't quite understand what I mean, sorry. Could you rephrase?

Your journal: "I try to work and trying to understand who I am and where my personal boundaries are."
Have you had any luck? Figuring your boundaries or more about your self?

Now I feel better, I can work. I try to sleep as much as the body needs, without getting hung up on reality. If I need to go to get paperwork or see a doctor, but I don't want to sleep at night like I do now, I don't sleep and either sleep for a couple of hours or don't sleep at all. It is easier for me to suffer once than to constantly observe the regime.

Personal boundaries are better. Yes, I have become more aggressive, but more independent and I need fewer people than before.

Perhaps I felt better because of the chocolate that I haven't eaten for a long time. Recently, I have developed a strong craving for chocolate and nuts. Perhaps due to depression.
Hope the days to come will be as good as today. I heard that the borders will open closer to October, but I don't know if this will affect my destination country. I am planning to leave Uzbekistan for Russia.

Thank you for the ask!

I ask, because I care. And I hope the borders open well. Sadly. Murica is quarantined because waaaah businesses >.< Ugh. I can't go to Mexico OR Canada and they are our neighbors.

It's a sadly :c
Sorry, I often to answer so slooow....

Never apologize for life!
It never apologizes to you