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5 years ago
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Where do I even begin with this,
Well? In terms of my health things have been up and down,
I am both recovering and getting worse at the same time. The last few months have been,
well dramatic if I had to put into one word.
My life 4 months ago had taken a very important step for me in my transition, I was accepted for top surgery. This has been the longest and hardest hurdle to get over. I have had to pretty much fight just to get onto the list. Now that I am on it I don't want anything at all to stop me from getting this one damn operation. This includes my family.
My transition has been a massive struggle in with both my own emotions and well being and that of my families coming around. You see my family (aka my Mother and Uncle) are a bunch of bigots and racists. They disapprove of everything that has to do with me, both in choice of lifestyle (stay at home nerd/illustrator) and my transition. About 4 months ago I got a notification that I was able to get top surgery via the public listing. Since then I have been working on getting everything ready so that I could have a smooth operation and recovery, well that's what I thought anyway. My mother since hearing this has decided that she doesn't want to deal with me anymore and has told me if I get the operation that I was very much not welcome home. So now I have to move out. and quickly as I have about 2 months left till my operation, well roundabout anyway, I haven't been given an exact date yet but I was quoted that it wouldn't take longer than 4 months (quoted 31st of July).
I doubt I will have my operation in October/November just because of the lockdown but I would rather have my own place and set up before then just in case I do get a date. I would also rather get out of dodge as quickly as I can because I am daily being threatened and yelled at, I am blamed endlessly for things I never did, I have my support animals being threatened to be killed, I have my stuff threatened to be burnt and destroyed and just genuinely my life at home is hell. I also can't do a 'normal' job I have PTSD major depression, anxiety, Fibromyalgia, and body spasms that so far are un-diagnosable. the closest idea I have is its a side effect from my PTSD. I don't have a lot of money and I'm scared that one day my mother might snap and her 'venting' will turn into an actual threat and I or my cats will be in serious danger.
which is why I have made a fundraiser which can be found here
if you would rather donate to me via PayPal my PayPal is dragonnboii78@gmail.com
or you can use my Ko-fi
I am still working on commissions they have been rather slow for me just because of this insane situation that I am going threw at home. I wish it didn't have to come to me asking for help, if I could get enough together for me to do everything needed to move out via commissions I would do it in a heartbeat but I just simply can't do it with this insane amount of stress.
Edit: 18th September, for those who are confused about transitioning its gender reassignment. I was born female and I have never been happy as a female and I won’t ever feel happy as a female. I feel 10000% male but in order for me to both look and feel more ‘me’ I have to have reassignment surgery. Top surgery is the removal of breast tissue for FTM (Female to male) people such as myself. It isn’t life-threatening the worst that could happen is an infection. Which is pretty low in probability. The coast of the surgery is covered by the government threw public funding so I’m not having to pay 24k out of pocket and as far as I know I won’t have to pay anything. This is a willing thing that I am going threw I’m not forced into this, nobody can force me into this is has been something I have fought to get for over TWO years. It means a lot to me as this is the 2nd biggest step in my journey to becoming who I am. The part that is frustrating is the one person who is supposed to support me and care for me has this backward way of thinking and won’t accept me becoming who I am and will use everything in her power to stop me from doing this. I hope that clears things up.
comments disabled due to biblical pushing as a way to prevent homelessness, if Jesus could really prevent homelessness then there wouldn't be the what 7.5 billion homeless people in the world. I'm fine with people having beliefs just don't shove that belief as the reason to solve everything
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