Time's running out
16 years ago
3 days....until the big change
the nights have been getting worse, lately I've been sleeping early because I don't have my own computer at the moment, nor do I have the inspiration to draw.
The dreams....they wake me up, and they seem so real until I wake up...I can hardly sleep.
I feel I will be in a prison
but that's not the worse news
My internet connection at home is beign cut off until the end of November. So no more OC's late at night or talking to my friends liek the past week for 2 more months.
It's because well, we're broke an dmaking budget cuts..also my sister is talking to jerk and maybe that hypocrite. But relax, I can still ge ton in the morning, just give me a time to if you want to talk. In the mean time, I got a paper to write, some notes to study and a hole to fill.
Heck when my computer gets back up. I may even draw when I can and just work there...just because I can't post right away, doesn't mean I can still draw.
It's pisses me off...that all my files were infected, and will be deleted....my recent stuff gone. And even some files that only one person has now.
Oh well, I say it's a sign for me to move on. Hopefully when winter comes...everything will be for the better.
I guess I can't help feel to be a jerk...but I'm only a jerk to those who deserve it.
I'll miss you guys..and please take care of the art while I'm gone.
lata
the nights have been getting worse, lately I've been sleeping early because I don't have my own computer at the moment, nor do I have the inspiration to draw.
The dreams....they wake me up, and they seem so real until I wake up...I can hardly sleep.
I feel I will be in a prison
but that's not the worse news
My internet connection at home is beign cut off until the end of November. So no more OC's late at night or talking to my friends liek the past week for 2 more months.
It's because well, we're broke an dmaking budget cuts..also my sister is talking to jerk and maybe that hypocrite. But relax, I can still ge ton in the morning, just give me a time to if you want to talk. In the mean time, I got a paper to write, some notes to study and a hole to fill.
Heck when my computer gets back up. I may even draw when I can and just work there...just because I can't post right away, doesn't mean I can still draw.
It's pisses me off...that all my files were infected, and will be deleted....my recent stuff gone. And even some files that only one person has now.
Oh well, I say it's a sign for me to move on. Hopefully when winter comes...everything will be for the better.
I guess I can't help feel to be a jerk...but I'm only a jerk to those who deserve it.
I'll miss you guys..and please take care of the art while I'm gone.
lata