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Am I truly a good person?

5 years ago General

I know nobody’s probably gonna see this, but I’m just gonna say it regardless. Am I actually a good person? Do I do anything good? Do I actually help others, do I actually have a purpose? I’ve just been sad today and realized I think I hurt more then help. I just wanted to know everyone’s true thoughts one me, I’ve been so scared to ask though. I just needed support and wanted to know, you can tell me as much as you want. I want to know what you think of me. I’m mostly a terrible person who begs for support and can’t draw. I have no actual talent and I can’t make games, good stories, can’t make music, can’t draw or can’t afford anything. I try my hardest to be nice to everyone and give them all the happiness they deserve. I believe every furry should be happy. And stop being tortured by all the hate. I’m very passionate about all of this, and I am willing to die to protect it. I’m dead serious. I would lay down my life to help others. I just feel like I’m not nice at all. I’m a mean person. I Just want to help everyone and everything. I want to be like everyone else too, I care about all of you and I will always do anything I can to help. I just need help and I feel so terrible and selfish for asking for support. I feel like I should punish myself for this. Please comment if you can. I’m so sorry for being like this, I’ve just been going through so much. And I ruin everyone’s days cause I’m never happy. I’ve hurt so many people I think. I’m so sorry everyone

7 Comments

Skylar~ ~skycatamount

Sun and Moon Enjoyer

5 years ago

Yesh. UwU

ThatGuyFelix ~thatguyfelix

El loburon

5 years ago

Dusk, you’re one of the nicest person i know, the fact that you can’t do anything can’t deny the fsct that you really are a good person, yesterday you did helped me when i was sad, it proves me that you care for me, and that makes you a good person.
And don’t let those thoughts take control over you, because you definely can write, and i still see a point of improvement of that, but you have to have faith in yourself.

74hc595 ~74hc595

C++ programmer

5 years ago

You are definitely a good person. You are going through a lot right now, and it's easy to accidentally hurt someone in sadness or despair. I know because I did so, and still feel sorry for it.
The thing is, truly bad people don't feel sorry about hurting anyone, they always make excuses to feel that other person was "deserving" of what they did. I had friends who turned out to be like this and I nearly died as a result of their actions. They are millionaries right now.
Considering how broken the world is, and how cruel and obsessed about punishment modern civilization is, it's impossible to be happy all the time.
It's okay to feel sad or depressed, it's a sign that you need some time to rest and heal. I've been there very recently. Just keep in mind that things can get better, and don't be harsh on yourself.