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But I did get injured, and I fell behind, and now my mental state is all in a jumble.
I keep trying to get back to work but I'm so out of whack that every time I go to start I end up having a panic attack.
Art block has also hit me like a ton of bricks. Bad enough that everything I've drawn lately has given me a bad case of imposter syndrome.
I've had this much work to do before, and I've handled it; so I know I can do it. This amount of work is actually pretty typical for me actually. The only difference is that stuff is INVOLVED.
It might take me awhile to pull myself out of the mental funk I've fallen into.
I'm not looking for compliments or reassurance right now, I'm just trying to be up front.
I am beyond stressed. I am tired. I am overwhelmed. I know I shouldn't stress or feel guilty, because the cause was injury, but that doesn't stop my brain from screaming.
I need to reassess the best way for me to get back to work. I kind of want to run from my work right now, but I can't give refunds and know that'd only make me feel worse anyway.
I don't know I'm going to approach things. But I'll figure it out.
I'm trying to get back to work.
Give me a little time. I just need to decide the best way to chip away at things and get my confidence back.
But I did get injured, and I fell behind, and now my mental state is all in a jumble.
I keep trying to get back to work but I'm so out of whack that every time I go to start I end up having a panic attack.
Art block has also hit me like a ton of bricks. Bad enough that everything I've drawn lately has given me a bad case of imposter syndrome.
I've had this much work to do before, and I've handled it; so I know I can do it. This amount of work is actually pretty typical for me actually. The only difference is that stuff is INVOLVED.
It might take me awhile to pull myself out of the mental funk I've fallen into.
I'm not looking for compliments or reassurance right now, I'm just trying to be up front.
I am beyond stressed. I am tired. I am overwhelmed. I know I shouldn't stress or feel guilty, because the cause was injury, but that doesn't stop my brain from screaming.
I need to reassess the best way for me to get back to work. I kind of want to run from my work right now, but I can't give refunds and know that'd only make me feel worse anyway.
I don't know I'm going to approach things. But I'll figure it out.
I'm trying to get back to work.
Give me a little time. I just need to decide the best way to chip away at things and get my confidence back.
Current Queue
Percentages are... kinda random. Higher they are, the closer I am to being finished. Take with a grain of salt.
For pmd_433
Full Color Full Body Couple - 50% - inked, ready to color, paid
For ERISandroid of twitter
Full Color Headshot - 0%
Full Color Full Body + BG - 0% - planning, preparing to start, paid
For phrobitey of twitter
Full Color Full Body + BG - 0% - planning, preparing to start, paid
For GultianoCharlie of twitter
Full Color Full Body + Simple BG - 0% - planning, preparing to start, paid
-For Dean_Blitz
UNDECIDED - paid
Commission Payments Banked: $$$$$$---
blitz commissions me very regularly so i'll never have all his slots listed
instead i'll list the one i'm working on and a vague way for me to keep track of how much cash he has banked for future work
Commissions are CLOSED!
