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5 years ago
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ayyy its been awhile
ive finished my schooling last month, and this week i passed my state board exam and am fully certified to work in pharmacy now. its stressful and itll be a new challenge to balance on my disability but im glad. this turn in life is something i needed, because having art as a career previously has been draining and leaves me wanting
for the most part ive been really blessed with great clients who have been understanding and patient more than i felt i deserve. but as far as the way my brain is wired, doing artwork for others under pressure has ruined so much. being disabled on top of it just added to the wreckage. art has always been an expression of language to me, deeply personal. i really dont like taking directions on that whether itd be a supervisor in the animation industry or an independent private client. dont tell me how to speak my language haha
im hoping moving forward working in medicine will let me return to art as a hobby rather than a job. i want to love art again rather than be stressed out by it
recently ive been having some technical problems, i just repaired my laptop and it looks alright. but i need to replace my wifi router now too... that wont be too bad but its frustrating lmao
uhmm focusing on irl stuff ive not been super duper active online? i feel some things may have slipped thru the cracks on websites i use, which im sorry. i Do keep active on twitter tho, enough to check my notifications daily at least. if you need to reach me for anything please send me a DM to @VCR_WOLFE and ill get back asap
i think thats everything for now? i dont think i forgot anything at least so everyone keep safe and smart as always.... things are wild out here
ive finished my schooling last month, and this week i passed my state board exam and am fully certified to work in pharmacy now. its stressful and itll be a new challenge to balance on my disability but im glad. this turn in life is something i needed, because having art as a career previously has been draining and leaves me wanting
for the most part ive been really blessed with great clients who have been understanding and patient more than i felt i deserve. but as far as the way my brain is wired, doing artwork for others under pressure has ruined so much. being disabled on top of it just added to the wreckage. art has always been an expression of language to me, deeply personal. i really dont like taking directions on that whether itd be a supervisor in the animation industry or an independent private client. dont tell me how to speak my language haha
im hoping moving forward working in medicine will let me return to art as a hobby rather than a job. i want to love art again rather than be stressed out by it
recently ive been having some technical problems, i just repaired my laptop and it looks alright. but i need to replace my wifi router now too... that wont be too bad but its frustrating lmao
uhmm focusing on irl stuff ive not been super duper active online? i feel some things may have slipped thru the cracks on websites i use, which im sorry. i Do keep active on twitter tho, enough to check my notifications daily at least. if you need to reach me for anything please send me a DM to @VCR_WOLFE and ill get back asap
i think thats everything for now? i dont think i forgot anything at least so everyone keep safe and smart as always.... things are wild out here
That's wonderful. I wish you the best always.
I hope you get to ease yourself back into the enjoyment of art as personal expression, for what it's worth I feel you on the front of commission work sometimes being exhausting.
It's good to see folks making decisions for their better happiness.
I always feel like I've disappointed my younger self when I turn a commission down or close commissions, because younger me would jump right on that shit. But its about what we want to do with our art in the moment, and if just using it for self expression is what you want than that's awesome.