I realized...Ive been in the fandom for 7 or 8 years, and to date, I do not have a picture that I feel represents my fursona... I see lots of pictures that I think... That's it! but I have never felt like I would have one to call my own...

I've always known I'm a Wolf... I have been obsessed with them for almost all my life... It was never a question. But I realized that defining my character is probably one of the biggest and scariest things I can do... It's saying this is who I am... or this is how I want to be...

I want it to be perfect... maybe too perfect, but I want to see myself when I look in the picture.

Does anyone else else feel this way?

Anyway...
Today I drew a sketch. I haven't been drawing recently, but I did today. I liked It a lot, and I don't think it's me... not exactly, but its a start. I feel it's a huge step to define myself like this, and I can't believe It has taken me this long.

I have scanned my 2"X3" sketch and am currently working on a digital rendering which I hope to have up tonight. I'll put up a WIP shot now.

I wanna say "Heyo! This is how I think of myself today!" I wanna build on my character like I build on myself and improve in real life. And most of all I wanna be proud when people see how I think of myself, because I'm proud to be who I am.

My name is -Lynx- and I'm a wolf!