I hate this shit. I fucking give up. I am fucking tired of this. I do eerything I can gdo to be with a girl and I lose at the end. i am fucking done with it. Fuck this Sl busness and Fuck this Rl shit. I am goign back single and I am going back to my Rp life and fuck my Rl life. I fucking done with it. nothign left for me. i screwed everythign up in my life and no way to turn back. This is fucking bullshit. If your took time to rread this. Pat your self on the back and DONT FUCKING IM ME BACK. I am pissed upset and beyond hurt. my heart is beyond dropped hurtting. It's in Serve pain. It is gone to hell and it wont be back forsometime. I fucking give up. Goodbye all.