I know that I need friends around right now. I know that I need thing's at time's but I hurt badly. i need time for myself and I will be ofline on a lot of things as I lt my life progress. I am so beyond hurt that I am about to cry even writing this journal but I haeto to let you know that I will be fine. It will just take time to get over what I am feeling. I am doing my best to make people smile and I will continue that. It will be hard for me at time's. Take care all and I hope you have awsome living live's.