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Late-2020 Review
5 years ago
This has been a miserable and empty year through and through.
My New Year's Resolution for this year was to get back in shape, both physical and psychologically, and make new friends to socialise with. Alas, I have failed miserably. As of now, I have no friends to trust my feelings with and I have become fat and overweight.
Worse yet, having lost both the inspiration and the motivation to paint pictures, write stories and compose songs, I've done almost nothing productive with my time. All I've ever done over the months is watch videos, play games, listen to music and spend brief time with my mother and grandmother week after week.
If this is all I'll be doing with my life, perhaps I really don't have a future after all. Maybe I've wasted my entire life chasing after dreams that haven't come true and probably never will. It makes me wonder why I even bother with life at all.
My New Year's Resolution for this year was to get back in shape, both physical and psychologically, and make new friends to socialise with. Alas, I have failed miserably. As of now, I have no friends to trust my feelings with and I have become fat and overweight.
Worse yet, having lost both the inspiration and the motivation to paint pictures, write stories and compose songs, I've done almost nothing productive with my time. All I've ever done over the months is watch videos, play games, listen to music and spend brief time with my mother and grandmother week after week.
If this is all I'll be doing with my life, perhaps I really don't have a future after all. Maybe I've wasted my entire life chasing after dreams that haven't come true and probably never will. It makes me wonder why I even bother with life at all.
Failure if a path to success as we learn from failure and failure shows we can still reach a success.
I've never had a paid job, I've never found true love and I've hardly ever bonded with people. And now, thanks to the accursed pandemic, I may not get the chance to do these things for a long, long time.
And I don't have any plans for next year apart from playing games and spending time with my family week after week. I've almost finished playing a Dungeons and Dragons campaign online, so I'm looking forward to playing another with the same Dungeon Master.
Job? Get one if you want one, that's on you.
True love? Is not something found, it tends to hit you like a truck, and it does not make someone a person at all.
Bonded with people? Do so? Sounds like your bonding in DND one of the best ways of bonding with people. You also have bonded with people here: Checked off the list.
That is a plan, make the plans, this is the on you, I prattle about.
"My New Year's Resolution for this year was to get back in shape, both physical and psychologically, and make new friends to socialize with"
+Mew Dnd game, spending time with family, and a game or to is a plan. Also with DND you maybe can find your art and writing again.