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Continuing depression and 2020 nearly ending
5 years ago
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Well, I hope you guys have a good day today and a good week. Because, my day and last week just gotten a bit stranger and much worse now. I feel like my life is running a bit too short for me. It feels like people never taken me seriously for the stuff that I didn't do and the stuff that I was trying to prove. Everything just keep getting worse for me now and days. My life is just a big understandable and I can't believe I made that freaking mistake a few years ago. That mistake I made a few years ago can not be mention right now and It feels like everything that I did just keep ended up the worse right now. My depression is just trying to get the best of me now and I have 2 controllers witch is drifting by itself without being touch witch I figured its going to happened again.
Last week was a completed disaster for me. Last week, when I was going to the store, some idiots pour both soda cans on me outside and my Sonic shirt got all wet thanks to those assholes who mess up my shirt by getting it all wet and they are telling me to go drown myself in the river. Yeah, that's exactly what happen. As a result, I had to go back home and change my shirt thanks to them. later in that week, my computer chair was falling apart and both legs of the chair were broken when I was sitting on it and make me fell down the chair witch I almost broken my neck. But, don't worry I was ok. But the good thing is, I just got a new chair as of this week.
Like I said. last week just got stranger and the worse for me now. My depression is still ongoing and it feels like nobody is going to take me seriously and never understand me. Nobody never going to give me a freaking break for once. Maybe Its time for me to hang up the gloves and accept my defeat. Because nothing will ever makes me happy. I'm just a nobody who just had a bad depression who just got defeated by and I'm not very noticeable around here or any sites I'm on anyway. Its just a simple fact that my life is nothing but meaningless and its understandable. Looks like I almost reach my dead end now. So, I failed. I'm nothing but a big failure and I can't do anything right for a change. I'm just unhappy. Maybe in my misery would be put out, Maybe it could end it for good.
2020 was a bit stressful and crazy for me. But, this year is getting close on being over witch I'm a bit happy. I hope everyone in the world and my friends are too. Even you guys as well. We know we got some minor delays like, Video games, comics and movies being delayed at a later date, but that doesn't stop us for having a good time and the stuff that we love to do. So yeah, I'm glad this year is getting close on being over. I hope everyone and you guys are staying healthy and safe during the outbreak. I still feel a little bad for people who also died during the outbreak and got the COVID-19 witch is a huge bummer for everyone and there friends.
2020 can be the worse time of the year and its not the best year to celebrate a new decade. I'm starting to hate 2020 so much. This year is a completed disaster and chaos for everyone in the world. Even me. This year has gone by far the worse for me as well. But, don't worry everything will turn out ok for everyone and next year it might get a bit better for them.
OK. Now that's out of the way. Its October and I'm glad this year is getting close on being over. However, i don't know if Halloween is going to happen this year since we are in a deadly crisis right now of the outbreak. I hope everyone do something good for Halloween. Even Sonictober on Twitter or YouTube. Halloween is the best honestly.
If you guys want to see what I post, go to my gallery and check out my new Sonic OCs and there details about themselves. And for the people that didn't see it, go to my gallery as well and check them. Not if you don't care or something. If you don't care what I post and not interest on what I post, then its fine. I get the message. I'm not noticeable anywhere at all anyway. What's the used anyway. I'm just one of those users and Sonic fans are not noticeable anywhere on any sites. I'm just a simple minded dumbass who is a nobody and lousy user and sonic fan. I'm just waiting for my misery to be put out. I hope my depression goes away soon.
Anyway, I hope you all are doing fine and being healthy.
Again, check my galleries if you like.
My new OCs,
Madeline the Hedgehog https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38498061/ Another link: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38736077/
Mazarine the HedgeCat. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38422493/ Another link: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38736484/
3 New OCs left 1 female and 2 males. They will be revealed later on. Clothing and Appearance Not yet given.
Also, finally check out my Super Smash Bros. Ultimate Gameplay with Steve as a DLC character for Fighter Pass 2. I was hoping for another Sonic rep like, Metal Sonic or Eggman even so Nintendo already decided on the characters as of December 2019. So here is the link. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R8YSJHbZx1I
Second Link: https://studio.youtube.com/video/H_4lXLUbJwI/edit
Last week was a completed disaster for me. Last week, when I was going to the store, some idiots pour both soda cans on me outside and my Sonic shirt got all wet thanks to those assholes who mess up my shirt by getting it all wet and they are telling me to go drown myself in the river. Yeah, that's exactly what happen. As a result, I had to go back home and change my shirt thanks to them. later in that week, my computer chair was falling apart and both legs of the chair were broken when I was sitting on it and make me fell down the chair witch I almost broken my neck. But, don't worry I was ok. But the good thing is, I just got a new chair as of this week.
Like I said. last week just got stranger and the worse for me now. My depression is still ongoing and it feels like nobody is going to take me seriously and never understand me. Nobody never going to give me a freaking break for once. Maybe Its time for me to hang up the gloves and accept my defeat. Because nothing will ever makes me happy. I'm just a nobody who just had a bad depression who just got defeated by and I'm not very noticeable around here or any sites I'm on anyway. Its just a simple fact that my life is nothing but meaningless and its understandable. Looks like I almost reach my dead end now. So, I failed. I'm nothing but a big failure and I can't do anything right for a change. I'm just unhappy. Maybe in my misery would be put out, Maybe it could end it for good.
2020 was a bit stressful and crazy for me. But, this year is getting close on being over witch I'm a bit happy. I hope everyone in the world and my friends are too. Even you guys as well. We know we got some minor delays like, Video games, comics and movies being delayed at a later date, but that doesn't stop us for having a good time and the stuff that we love to do. So yeah, I'm glad this year is getting close on being over. I hope everyone and you guys are staying healthy and safe during the outbreak. I still feel a little bad for people who also died during the outbreak and got the COVID-19 witch is a huge bummer for everyone and there friends.
2020 can be the worse time of the year and its not the best year to celebrate a new decade. I'm starting to hate 2020 so much. This year is a completed disaster and chaos for everyone in the world. Even me. This year has gone by far the worse for me as well. But, don't worry everything will turn out ok for everyone and next year it might get a bit better for them.
OK. Now that's out of the way. Its October and I'm glad this year is getting close on being over. However, i don't know if Halloween is going to happen this year since we are in a deadly crisis right now of the outbreak. I hope everyone do something good for Halloween. Even Sonictober on Twitter or YouTube. Halloween is the best honestly.
If you guys want to see what I post, go to my gallery and check out my new Sonic OCs and there details about themselves. And for the people that didn't see it, go to my gallery as well and check them. Not if you don't care or something. If you don't care what I post and not interest on what I post, then its fine. I get the message. I'm not noticeable anywhere at all anyway. What's the used anyway. I'm just one of those users and Sonic fans are not noticeable anywhere on any sites. I'm just a simple minded dumbass who is a nobody and lousy user and sonic fan. I'm just waiting for my misery to be put out. I hope my depression goes away soon.
Anyway, I hope you all are doing fine and being healthy.
Again, check my galleries if you like.
My new OCs,
Madeline the Hedgehog https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38498061/ Another link: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38736077/
Mazarine the HedgeCat. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38422493/ Another link: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38736484/
3 New OCs left 1 female and 2 males. They will be revealed later on. Clothing and Appearance Not yet given.
Also, finally check out my Super Smash Bros. Ultimate Gameplay with Steve as a DLC character for Fighter Pass 2. I was hoping for another Sonic rep like, Metal Sonic or Eggman even so Nintendo already decided on the characters as of December 2019. So here is the link. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R8YSJHbZx1I
Second Link: https://studio.youtube.com/video/H_4lXLUbJwI/edit
For sometime in my life, I wish I can take back my mistake that I did a few years ago and let my misery to be put out for good.