To My Friends And Future Friends
5 years ago
I'm making this public because I'm tired of losing sleep because of it.
DO NOT ask me to open myself up about my feelings if you can't handle what comes next. Or if you're throwing me romantic vibes and expecting it to be just fun and games. Playing with my feelings is hurtful and it's not a good thing to do.
I'm tired of opening myself up to friends about my feelings and then having friends feel weird around me when I say a thing or two about my feelings. It's very discouraging and downright hurtful because I immediately feel regret and makes me feel like an asshole for doing it.
I'm reclusive for many reasons. I've lost sleep over opening myself up, I've lost self esteem over it.
I've lost friends over it.
If you don't mean it, don't say it. If you have difficulties handling it. Don't ask for it.
Kind regards,
Jaren
DO NOT ask me to open myself up about my feelings if you can't handle what comes next. Or if you're throwing me romantic vibes and expecting it to be just fun and games. Playing with my feelings is hurtful and it's not a good thing to do.
I'm tired of opening myself up to friends about my feelings and then having friends feel weird around me when I say a thing or two about my feelings. It's very discouraging and downright hurtful because I immediately feel regret and makes me feel like an asshole for doing it.
I'm reclusive for many reasons. I've lost sleep over opening myself up, I've lost self esteem over it.
I've lost friends over it.
If you don't mean it, don't say it. If you have difficulties handling it. Don't ask for it.
Kind regards,
Jaren
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