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2020 the dumpster fire....
5 years ago
To say it's been a bad year for us all is an understatement. So many things have gone wrong this year.
For me, it's the realization that my non-online friends will all be out of my life by the end of the year hurts the most. But we have all drifted apart so much. Some I will be very sad to see go. Others not so much after finding out some stuff about them. But it seems like 2021 will be a new year I guess and a new starting point...as all my old friends will likely not be in my life anymore. It hurts so much to think about and has made me incredibly depressed for the last three months. At this point, I do not know what to do or even how to start over....my shy nature makes making friends away from online a hard thing to do.
I guess 2021 will be even more lonely in RL for me than 2020 was with its lockdowns. Such is life and such is the struggle these days....and who knows 2020 isn't over there are no guarantee that I will make it to 2021 (cause one thing is for sure there are no true guarantees in life).
SIGHS......
Lights the match and tosses it into the 2020 dumpster full of memories of my RL friends.....
Time to move on maybe........
For me, it's the realization that my non-online friends will all be out of my life by the end of the year hurts the most. But we have all drifted apart so much. Some I will be very sad to see go. Others not so much after finding out some stuff about them. But it seems like 2021 will be a new year I guess and a new starting point...as all my old friends will likely not be in my life anymore. It hurts so much to think about and has made me incredibly depressed for the last three months. At this point, I do not know what to do or even how to start over....my shy nature makes making friends away from online a hard thing to do.
I guess 2021 will be even more lonely in RL for me than 2020 was with its lockdowns. Such is life and such is the struggle these days....and who knows 2020 isn't over there are no guarantee that I will make it to 2021 (cause one thing is for sure there are no true guarantees in life).
SIGHS......
Lights the match and tosses it into the 2020 dumpster full of memories of my RL friends.....
Time to move on maybe........
The way I feel about this is brought on by the fact that friends that used to text me no longer reply to me and avoid me in public. To the point that I know something is up. Also found out a couple of them were messing with my hopes of finding work by using their positions at places I used to work at to spread stuff about me. Along with one saying stuff to other friends to a point that he said it loud enough that an aquitance overheard it and recorded it giving it to me after. Its sad....it feels like 2020 was the end of a lot for me.
Cheazypredy2
~cheazypredy2
im sorry to hear that, but they were NOT your friends then if they went and did that. well you can always talk to me if you like.^^
