I know that seems like the most obvious answer. The thing is, I'm not an artist. Plus, I've never commissioned anything from an artist before and I just don't like the idea of bothering an artist with whatever I want drawn, y'know?
I totally get that. I'm very much of the mindset I need to everything I want myself. Still you should I think. Step out of your comfort zone and do something new. :)
I meant in nsfw works. Everyone and their grandma have a dominant muscular futa oc, but finding a submissive one is exceedingly rare.