I have a major confession to make to all of my watchers. One that leaves me vulnerable, that will give my emotions to my friends on here, and give them a choice of putting them through a blender, or handing them back to me intact.

 artemisexsalia and I are the same person.

This may not seem like such a big confession at first. But, to those of you who know both of "us", you've been led to believe that "we" are different people. Hell, I've gone so far as to talk to myself in comments in journals and things, and made two different PayPal accounts at one point.

I'm asking forgiveness for the lies and deceit. I'm asking that, even if you don't want anything to do with me after this, you let me down easily.

For those of you who are still curious, there is a story behind this... See, when I first became a furry, it was all in the closet. I had a name, "Monhare", but not a face to put it to, nothing to use it on. So, I created the online persona with that name. It started out as just that: one account that I lurked on. Then I started commenting on things, and slowly became friends with some people.

So I originally joined the site again as Artemis_Exsalia so I could post things like "Six-Tailed Story" again in a single format, and so "the person who wrote that story" could have a face and voice. I wanted to watch some people on that account, so I chose some I had become decent friends with on Monhare and watched them on Artemis_Exsalia.

I never meant to pimp myself, or use both accounts to get picture or things. Therefore, when Monhare entered  cecil-sayataki's contest, Artemis_Exsalia didn't. I'm not a selfish person and, in any other circumstance, I try to be as honest as possible.

In short, I'm sorry, and I hope you'll forgive me, or at least not run my emotions through a blender.

Corresponding journal can be found here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/967233/