Well its been over a month since my last journal and the break down that occurred. What I needed to do was to talk to someone about it and just vent. That person was my godmother/aunt, she was there to offer me guidance that was needed. She is someone I have taken for granted in the past whos has helped me before. She put things into perspective for me and gave me some words of confidence.

That following week I answered a ad of a job on craigslist for a position as a entry level graphic designer/ production artist. It turned into a working interview and then to a full time job. Its been such a long time since I worked a full time job. I been there for about a month and things are going sort of okay. I still going online and looking for other work. Its better to look for a job when you have a job. Last time I had a sort of a full time job, I got conformable and lazy. Then I lost the and went into a depression.

With me being active looking for a job. I got a call for an interview for a position as a multimedia video editor near my home. That was about a week ago. The are having problems down there with defining the job for some odd reason. But I am still in the line up for a job interview. I just have to be patient and wait for them to call to make time for the interview.

So things are moving to a state of where I want to go. I just need to bump up my art work an animation a notch so I dont get lazy.