I can't fucking believe it! 😨 Situation in my country is still getting worse and worse. The government already announced that with tomorrow another restrictions come into force. Seems like a total lockdown in my country is only a matter of time. 🙁 I'm reminding you currently I'm already dealing with a second lockdown but for now it's that partial one yet.

Anyway, with tomorrow not just high schools, restaurants and cafes are closed but also primary schools, cinemas and shopping malls. My country actually has only a last step to total lockdown! 😨

I almost reconciled with the fact I won't have any job for longer time as during the lockdown nobody will hire anyone. Now I'm trying to foucus on the things I still have and, contrary to appearances, I have a lot. I have a healthy and "negative" family. My mom still has a job and she has a possibility of working from home which means she's still able to maintain me like before the pandemic. I live in a pretty big house with a floor and I have all that floor for myself while many families in my country have been forced to live with other relatives almost in one room. Also, sooner or later this nightmare just must be ended. I hope I'll stay strong anyway...