Good time friends! I've been offline for couple of months but finally here. Hopefully not for a short period. This topic is personal for me but I thought you deserve to know and make up your own mind about it. My mental disorder fucked me up really good this time. A bunch of unpleasant things happened. Long story short the worst it's been a suicidal planning. Now it feels like it was the other person, though these thoughts are still with me, they just aren't that tempting anymore (hurray pills). I'm visiting doctor for only a year and this disorder is sticking with me for life. Thanks to my caring boyfriend, my doctor and my supportive friends I'm still alive. Hope I'll be better oneself for everyone tomorrow.
Thank You for being here, your time and your support! Wish you have a nice time!