While I was doing homework, I felt very stressed out, like I just wanted to not to it, but I tried to get onto it, it was still difficult for me. I've been taking Adult Issues in my Junior year, but however, it still feels like if I am to do so much work, it easily stresses me out. And now that I look at it, I was always stressed out as a kid, and now me right now, it feels like it is really taking me over, I really am a "chameleon" in the inside.

I seem to always want to be alone, since when I went outside, I felt more, like, sensitive, than everyone else, it could be due to me loving animals more than I do people, since animals are just what I love, and why I still move on with who I am. I hope to become a fursuit maker one day, and have to make fursuits, I would love being able to do that. I'll just have to get used to it.

However, if I could have a fursuit, I would look so much better in one, than my human self. I just really, feel like, my love with animals is strong. But I'm not allowed to get fursuits online, I still can make one on my own though. But still, it's like, I want to really be an animal, more than a human...

It's the fact, things become harder when you get older, and it stresses me out to the point to where it makes me feel like, I just wished to be an animal instead. But I also feel my chameleon spirit to awaken more and more, since it's been getting stronger, through day and day...

I still want to make it through, becoming a fursuit maker. Just when I feel happy, it makes me want to get through, but when I'm feeling sad or stressed, it makes me want to become an animal more.

But for now, thank you for reading this journal of mine.