Today I went to the vet with my dog to cut the claws (at home he is afraid of this procedure, but at the vet clinic he is not afraid, so it's easier for me to take him to the clinic to avoid stress), but something went wrong. I live next to the veterinary clinic, literally ten minutes away, so I just dressed the dog warmly, took it in my arms and went. But on the way, Rick began to choke. He could hardly breathe and wheezed, his lips turned almost blue. I ran to the clinic, immediately gave the dog to the vet and he put the dog in the oxygen chamber. I was shaking, I could not calm down. Rick has laryngeal paralysis, but after surgery (was done in summer) everything was almost fine. Last 2 month he feels not really good, but today was the first time he began to choke. After about 5-10 mins in oxygen chamber he was fine. I took him home. We think it was the result of high stress (he don't like to be outside the home).

He's ok now. But I'm in stress q_q You know "Golden Compass" movie and books? I feel like Rick is my daemon. I feel bad when he feels bad and just.. can't live without him.

We'll need to do endoscopy to figure out what's wrong. I have some money, so hope everything will be fine. Praying for my poor boy. He's so strong and deserves to live a long and happy life.

I may answer messages longer than usual, I'm sorry for this. Now my main priority is my dog's health ><