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5 years ago
~CoraMochi/depressed/hurting/wounded/terrified/missing someone very close to me.
i never meant to hurt anyone,honestly i just have the same nightmares over and over again,i am just falling to pieces after pieces,i am horrified about what’s going to happen to me,if i ever get thrown in jail or turn myself in for the crimes that should not have committed in the first place,the first thing that came to my mind is having my eyes cut or sliced out or open by andrew stein and zack hayes aka mando and toonkritic,they would probably be my cell mates the most and would do something that gorey and bloody painful to me,i keep repeating that same nightmare over and over again,i would be blind forever,and also it would be their revenge after i do more than just roundhouse kick the both of them,if i had more than two cellmates i would guess gunnar armstrong,darkpony,darkherobrine99,darkness parasite,and that would be about it,i have a severe feeling they would do something just as bloody as having my eyes gorged out of my skull,i’m sorry to everyone who reads this,if they don’t believe me,i understand.
sigh my dad just got off the phone with my brother jay,he's been stressing out,he doesn't know what to do with his life,he's shaking i can tell,he has no car no anything, all he has is a roommate that lives far out in the country,he's even on probation and please don't ask about that its really personal,i can tell from the tone of his voice over the phone he's scared and frustrated and hurting deep down,i really want to hug him because i haven't seen him in forever,i miss him,he's family and i don't want jay (that's his name by the way) to be down in the dumps ever again,i want him to be the best he can be,i want him to have great job,a car, a girlfriend/wife and i want him to live a happy life all on his own,i just want my little brother to be happy,and i want to be happy for him,but even he doesn't know what to do anymore,i really am scared not just for myself but for him as well,i care a lot about jay i really do,i want him to be better,improve and so on,i really want him to live a happy life, now is that really to much to ask for,i just want to him to be happy.
i never meant to hurt anyone,honestly i just have the same nightmares over and over again,i am just falling to pieces after pieces,i am horrified about what’s going to happen to me,if i ever get thrown in jail or turn myself in for the crimes that should not have committed in the first place,the first thing that came to my mind is having my eyes cut or sliced out or open by andrew stein and zack hayes aka mando and toonkritic,they would probably be my cell mates the most and would do something that gorey and bloody painful to me,i keep repeating that same nightmare over and over again,i would be blind forever,and also it would be their revenge after i do more than just roundhouse kick the both of them,if i had more than two cellmates i would guess gunnar armstrong,darkpony,darkherobrine99,darkness parasite,and that would be about it,i have a severe feeling they would do something just as bloody as having my eyes gorged out of my skull,i’m sorry to everyone who reads this,if they don’t believe me,i understand.
sigh my dad just got off the phone with my brother jay,he's been stressing out,he doesn't know what to do with his life,he's shaking i can tell,he has no car no anything, all he has is a roommate that lives far out in the country,he's even on probation and please don't ask about that its really personal,i can tell from the tone of his voice over the phone he's scared and frustrated and hurting deep down,i really want to hug him because i haven't seen him in forever,i miss him,he's family and i don't want jay (that's his name by the way) to be down in the dumps ever again,i want him to be the best he can be,i want him to have great job,a car, a girlfriend/wife and i want him to live a happy life all on his own,i just want my little brother to be happy,and i want to be happy for him,but even he doesn't know what to do anymore,i really am scared not just for myself but for him as well,i care a lot about jay i really do,i want him to be better,improve and so on,i really want him to live a happy life, now is that really to much to ask for,i just want to him to be happy.
