I want to wish everyone a Merry Christmas, I hope you’re all safe, warm and spending time with loved ones. I’m sorry for not being so active, I just..having been doing good mentally and emotionally..Things aren’t getting better for me, only worse and worse, it’s made me hurt, scared and weak. It feels like life doesn’t care about me, that everyone will leave me, that no one will care if I leave...I just want to be happy, to have people who care and love, not...the other way...