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I don't know what this is.
5 years ago
This is less off a vent and more of an observation from my habits and behavior with relationships... I think I might be bi? Or possibly this is just an over-analysis of these relationships derived from my habit of self-doubt to the point of sleep deprivation? No clue...
I've just been in and out of several episodes of questioning my actions to the point I might at best get three hours a sleep almost regularly now... Sometimes two or three days in a row? Is this questioning my orientation just a side effect of this? I'm all ears. I think it might be- but I'm just going with what I'm comfortable with, and I think having myself open to both male and female works best for me right now.
To clarify, I've seen myself less intent seeking a romantic relationship with a female, though I do want to try to date a female friend of mine, but I am more open to trying to do the same with a male as well? Continuining, if or if not this relationship moves forward into a romantic one- I'm still not sure who I seek to be in one- and I am not certain my preferences are specifically heterosexual anymore. Again, this might just be desperation than actual feelings given this prior series of emotions.
I'm leaving comments open- because until I get a chance to seek psychological help for those self-doubt thoughts be it from family or professionals, I just want people's possible experience and opinion here- I am a bit lost.
I've just been in and out of several episodes of questioning my actions to the point I might at best get three hours a sleep almost regularly now... Sometimes two or three days in a row? Is this questioning my orientation just a side effect of this? I'm all ears. I think it might be- but I'm just going with what I'm comfortable with, and I think having myself open to both male and female works best for me right now.
To clarify, I've seen myself less intent seeking a romantic relationship with a female, though I do want to try to date a female friend of mine, but I am more open to trying to do the same with a male as well? Continuining, if or if not this relationship moves forward into a romantic one- I'm still not sure who I seek to be in one- and I am not certain my preferences are specifically heterosexual anymore. Again, this might just be desperation than actual feelings given this prior series of emotions.
I'm leaving comments open- because until I get a chance to seek psychological help for those self-doubt thoughts be it from family or professionals, I just want people's possible experience and opinion here- I am a bit lost.
