To whom you may ask? Many...

How?.... My neglect and inability to stay true to my commitment to be open and available to people.

I stated before that anyone could feel free to contact me on msn, more so for if they had questions regarding fitness... but maybe all of once a month I'll actually go on that account, and it's not for more than a few minuets at a time anyway.

Even outside of that, I feel like I've been more and more withdrawn from everyone. I hardly post anything, I haven't felt compelled to draw anything for myself, I don't really comment on anyone's art like I used to, I just feel like I've lost all of my passion and drive that I used to have when I came on here. I've lost excitement and pleasure of trying to engage anyone in anything.

I suppose there's some reasons for me feeling so down like this, but those are pretty much all private.

So if you feel or thought that I was ignoring you or avoiding you... don't feel so bad, I've been doing it to everyone. For some reason I just feel like withdrawing myself as much as possible. I'm still on my private messenger account, but that's just in case any of my more personal friends need anything... but than again... they've been just as busy or silent as me I guess.