I'm sick. I am choking on coughs, high fever and dizziness, I feel terrible. But I have to keep going to work, because in our country there is no such thing as "sick leave for an employee" (I hope Google translated it correctly). It is unbearable. This is awful. My parents directly told me a week ago that I should commit suicide if I don't like something. There is no way to recover, there is no way to rest, there is no way to move, there is no money even for food, because I pay my parents' debts. I'm tired.
Sorry to write about this. If before I could somehow cope, now I'm tired.