Last year was a shitshow. Yes 2021 isn't starting off on the right foot, but I'm not sure how I'm handling things emotionally. I still have problems with letting go. It's been so long and it should have happened already, but the situation we live in right now amplifies those empty and lonely feeling. I was hoping to have been able to do a few things by now, but events have prevented any of it from happening. I look forward to someday hanging with my furry friends again and maybe even... trying to explore myself further and... be less... idunno... urgh.





I miss you...




one of my reasons for posting this, is to take my last featured journal down...