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I'm Mentally Broken....
4 years ago
So....I hate to be writing this, but I have to.
My mental state is beyond messed up. I was going to meet my boyfriend in a month, but the pandemic has forced me to postpone the trip indefinitely. Work has been over the top stressful with incompetent people and loads of pressure from higher-ups to do better. And finally, I'm basically broke. I barely have enough money to pay rent to my parents on time. And today, I found out getting my car inspected is going to cost $1600, which, on top of rent, is basically too much for me to afford. All of this, plus some other smaller issues have piled up and I am in one of the worst depressions of my life. Monday night, I had a mental breakdown and completely trashed my room, throwing stuff in a blind rage, screaming and hyper-ventilating. I don't even remember going into the rage, just that it happened.
As a result, I want to apologize to those who requested art for January 2021. I'm postponing drawing until I can recover.
And to everyone reading this journal, I will return here, but I don't know when. It could be a few days, maybe a few weeks, or in the worst case, months or even years. Thank you for all of your support and kindness. You are all truly amazing people.
My mental state is beyond messed up. I was going to meet my boyfriend in a month, but the pandemic has forced me to postpone the trip indefinitely. Work has been over the top stressful with incompetent people and loads of pressure from higher-ups to do better. And finally, I'm basically broke. I barely have enough money to pay rent to my parents on time. And today, I found out getting my car inspected is going to cost $1600, which, on top of rent, is basically too much for me to afford. All of this, plus some other smaller issues have piled up and I am in one of the worst depressions of my life. Monday night, I had a mental breakdown and completely trashed my room, throwing stuff in a blind rage, screaming and hyper-ventilating. I don't even remember going into the rage, just that it happened.
As a result, I want to apologize to those who requested art for January 2021. I'm postponing drawing until I can recover.
And to everyone reading this journal, I will return here, but I don't know when. It could be a few days, maybe a few weeks, or in the worst case, months or even years. Thank you for all of your support and kindness. You are all truly amazing people.
