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The worst nightmare I've ever had...
5 years ago
i had a horrible nightmare last night... it was a flashback to a traumatic event I went through as a child...
so what happened was a very long time ago... I was about five or six years old at the time, and I was at a friend's house for their birthday party. The doorbell rang about halfway through the party, and I answered it, thinking it was someone who showed up late. As soon as I opened the door, a cop pulled out his gun, pointed it at my head, and started yelling at me. Apparently, one of the neighbors saw someone shady go into the house, and it turns out my friend's father was a drug addict, but I'll never forget that day as long as I live... My parents were furious and sued the city police department, but lost the case and the cops refused to apologize or pay compensation... I started going to a therapist every week for a few years afterward, but it did no good... Even now, 15 years after that terrible day, I'm still terrified of cops and traumatized by firearms...
so what happened was a very long time ago... I was about five or six years old at the time, and I was at a friend's house for their birthday party. The doorbell rang about halfway through the party, and I answered it, thinking it was someone who showed up late. As soon as I opened the door, a cop pulled out his gun, pointed it at my head, and started yelling at me. Apparently, one of the neighbors saw someone shady go into the house, and it turns out my friend's father was a drug addict, but I'll never forget that day as long as I live... My parents were furious and sued the city police department, but lost the case and the cops refused to apologize or pay compensation... I started going to a therapist every week for a few years afterward, but it did no good... Even now, 15 years after that terrible day, I'm still terrified of cops and traumatized by firearms...
Thats terrible! Im so sorry that happened to you!
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thanks bud
(that was fifteen years ago, he's probably retired by now)
I'm sorry that happened
Ever since the new year, when I took a walk in the chilly weather, a miscommunication between me and the police on the phone happened and as soon as I realized it wasn't my grandparents, I accepted the offer to go back in, especially after the constable shared her story of being in the cold.
However, the constable gave out her number on the phone to a parent of mine in case anything happens in the future.
Several days later, another of my parents screamed at me, threatened me, and when I tried to shove him out of my room, started fighting and I had to go downstairs and defend myself with a hook in case he attacked, especially given that he almost snapped my neck in the encounter.
Soon he wrongfully called the police and they were on his side instead of mine even after I explained to them in detail, which is entirely unfair.
They did not even attempt to punish him for what he did and when I stayed downstairs, the police demanded that I go upstairs or they would arrest me in my country's worst prison ever, having zero remorse at all when I brought up the death of one of my favorite cats and the trauma it caused.
Police, once they know, are highly abusive towards autistic or disabled people so the fact that they are aware of my presence is highly problematic, given that I am at the grand age of 18.
One of the people on the phone even suggested I go to boot camp despite there being no boot camps for my age group where I live and the fact that my offenses were mostly verbal although they happen once someone shouts at me or provokes me with something annoying.
The aforementioned parent never learned his lesson that day because yesterday, he was wrongly chosen to be the driver of the family car instead of my other parent and as I expected, he didn't keep his annoying mouth shut for a quarter of the ride, stopped to buy something unhealthy despite my multiple demands that I wanted to go home, and started arguing again.
And when my other parent called the police for this verbal tirade, the constable was pissed off, threatening to send two armed units to the house if I don't stop criticizing my parents. It was blatantly clear the police did not like me at all just because I had a disability and my past.
In return, I furiously reprimanded the constable on the phone, exposing the fact that she, along with the police force, is incredibly abusive towards non-white autistic people, and as a result, rambled on about how she abused her powers and her utter lack of remorse and hatred of me.
All of this has a nuking factor on my mental state. If you are wondering why the prison in question is considered the worst, it is because it is notorious for medical mistreatment, health damage, feces-ridden cells, disrespect for human life, racism, segregation, swearing guards, illegal solitary punishments, lack of beds, rape, disdain towards hospitals, gang attacks, and long sentences.
If anyone wants to actually sue the police, the discussion should be done in notes for privacy reasons.