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30th Birthday
5 years ago
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Today, January 15th, is the day that God made a mistake and decided to waste a life on me, causing my mother great agony in the meantime due to making her have a C-Section, disgusting my half-brother and half-sister who didn't want another sibling, angering my father who never wanted kids to begin with, making me hated and an easy bully target through 12 years of school, and making me easy to hate and despise by every living person on the internet.
Huzzah! Another year I'm still alive, wasting oxygen, being alone, being miserable, and not knowing why I'm alive! Isn't that awesome?
Well, if anything, hopefully those of you who ARE happy about the days you were born...I hope nothing but the best for you, so that you may keep living and keep staying happy.
I can only imagine what today will hold for me.
Huzzah! Another year I'm still alive, wasting oxygen, being alone, being miserable, and not knowing why I'm alive! Isn't that awesome?
Well, if anything, hopefully those of you who ARE happy about the days you were born...I hope nothing but the best for you, so that you may keep living and keep staying happy.
I can only imagine what today will hold for me.
Other than here on FA, we have not traveled in the same online circles, so I can't speak for the way you have been treated by others, but I can guarantee that not everyone is like that. There are people out here who are caring, and who do not use others simply to get something from them.
While 30 years old may feel as if the best years of your life have passed you by, that is simply not the case. I was already in my thirties when I first joined the internet back in '96, and I was able to find friends and happiness online since then.
Use this birthday as an opportunity to start anew. Not changing who you are, but instead finding those places and communities which make you happy. The Internet is much larger today than it was even 10 years ago, with many more places and opportunities. Find that niche which suits you best.
In the meantime, Happy Birthday, and may this day be the start of a wonderful future for you.